My wifey is slowly helping me heal, maybe she was meant to be my soul mate, lover and guardian angel all at once as if she had fallen down from those exact heavens she has belief in, i may be religionless, but she is my fallen angel in the best ways possible

if only warframe let you keep this thing visible in her 4th flight ability, he's the "angel" warframe essentially, but.. everybody calls jade the pregnant frame and all, even tho she technically was, but still, warframe, give me the option to hide ephemeras or not!! it'd help for 90 fov folk, yippee

also.. might start posting warframe stuff here, who knows

back in car mech classes like usual.. missing my @sciampth.bsky.social quite a bit, someway, somehow, she always remains on my mind, no matter where i go or what im doing, im always thinking of you, love you baby!!! hopefully i can see you soon ❤️❤️❤️

also...

🍤🍤🍤🍤🍤SHROMP🍤🍤🍤🍤🍤

why must my worries keep hitting me right where it hurts most even if i spend time with her? my worries just get worse and worse and theres no way to truly getbrid of them nor get reassured of it, it seems.. fuck life, why must you put me through such a strain?

not really excited for my 19th birthday which is in 27 days at the time this is posted. all i expect is the same, boring bullshit that its been every year, at home, no friends around, just me, more than likely alone in my place. no hopes for any of my birthdays in this fucked up world..

yknow.. i dont even know if anyone gives any f*cks about how i feel or whatever, but i cant seem to shake off my depression. not only can i not sleep properly at all anymore, im losing my will to do things, losing any happiness has slowly vanished, and now im bored with my life.. what do i do now..?

happily taken by my lovely @sciampth.bsky.social for 5 years
if you want some context about me, im just your out of place adhd×autism fueled xbox gamer, love to play warframe