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went for a walk in my pyjamas with no coat in -10c and then cried to my mom a little about it and I feel better enough to not be sobbing anymore
January 8, 2026 at 4:07 AM
went for a walk in my pyjamas with no coat in -10c and then cried to my mom a little about it and I feel better enough to not be sobbing anymore
having a normal one (breaking down over 5yo popcorn kernels having gone bad and feeling bad and my mom saying that was $50 worth of kernels and then my mom asking why I'm apologizing to her right after she says this when I'm the only one in the house who eats popcorn)
January 8, 2026 at 3:05 AM
having a normal one (breaking down over 5yo popcorn kernels having gone bad and feeling bad and my mom saying that was $50 worth of kernels and then my mom asking why I'm apologizing to her right after she says this when I'm the only one in the house who eats popcorn)
constantly thinking about the time my therapist told me I trust people to follow through for me and they never do
when will someone follow through, though
like when
when will someone follow through, though
like when
January 8, 2026 at 12:22 AM
constantly thinking about the time my therapist told me I trust people to follow through for me and they never do
when will someone follow through, though
like when
when will someone follow through, though
like when
I think I'm just upset that I try to put in the effort to accommodate people and no one ever returns the favour
January 7, 2026 at 11:37 PM
I think I'm just upset that I try to put in the effort to accommodate people and no one ever returns the favour
I have a problem that everyone else deems my fault but I don't know how to explain that the part I can fix is only half the problem and the other half is on other people to fix
January 7, 2026 at 11:14 PM
I have a problem that everyone else deems my fault but I don't know how to explain that the part I can fix is only half the problem and the other half is on other people to fix
my family does not seem to understand that the problem is not that my mugs are in that particular cupboard it's that they keep putting stuff in front of the door so it's impossible for me to open
January 3, 2026 at 10:57 PM
my family does not seem to understand that the problem is not that my mugs are in that particular cupboard it's that they keep putting stuff in front of the door so it's impossible for me to open
therapy has been rescheduled due to illness and the Car Situation but only moved like a week so yk we'll See if I keep that one too, I hope I do it's been like 3 weeks
December 26, 2025 at 6:41 AM
therapy has been rescheduled due to illness and the Car Situation but only moved like a week so yk we'll See if I keep that one too, I hope I do it's been like 3 weeks
what the actual fuck just happened at my house like Jesus Christ. what. what is this week this is so bad
December 26, 2025 at 4:15 AM
what the actual fuck just happened at my house like Jesus Christ. what. what is this week this is so bad
I wish I wasn't sick and also that it was a year where I was at my dad's, their Christmas is always infinitely more chill because they don't need things to be perfect and don't put everything off to the last second
December 25, 2025 at 9:01 PM
I wish I wasn't sick and also that it was a year where I was at my dad's, their Christmas is always infinitely more chill because they don't need things to be perfect and don't put everything off to the last second
also my aunt and uncle were supposed to be here an hour and a half ago, then called to say they were late and would call when they left. they have not called yet
December 25, 2025 at 8:27 PM
also my aunt and uncle were supposed to be here an hour and a half ago, then called to say they were late and would call when they left. they have not called yet
grandfather has moved on to recommending me various dubious home remedies to get over the last of this illness including a mustard plaster. are we fr right now. let me pop cough drops like candy in peace
December 25, 2025 at 8:26 PM
grandfather has moved on to recommending me various dubious home remedies to get over the last of this illness including a mustard plaster. are we fr right now. let me pop cough drops like candy in peace
Jesus Christ my grandmother is insane on Christmas, we can't even like, enjoy it, it's just constant yelling because things aren't perfect yet and she was up until god knows what time wrapping because she did zero wrapping before yesterday
December 25, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Jesus Christ my grandmother is insane on Christmas, we can't even like, enjoy it, it's just constant yelling because things aren't perfect yet and she was up until god knows what time wrapping because she did zero wrapping before yesterday
family don't be insanely stressed for no reason late at night on Christmas Eve challenge (impossible)
December 25, 2025 at 6:34 AM
family don't be insanely stressed for no reason late at night on Christmas Eve challenge (impossible)
2025 can fucking die now, thanks so much
December 24, 2025 at 7:48 PM
2025 can fucking die now, thanks so much
I've been coughing so much that my abs and back hurt so fucking bad, when will I be free of this
December 23, 2025 at 5:54 PM
I've been coughing so much that my abs and back hurt so fucking bad, when will I be free of this
"Have you done your wrapping" "haven't even started" "maybe that would be a good thing to do if you can find the energy"
Christmas is in 3 days do you really think I want to be leaving wrapping to the literal last second like this
Christmas is in 3 days do you really think I want to be leaving wrapping to the literal last second like this
December 22, 2025 at 8:00 PM
"Have you done your wrapping" "haven't even started" "maybe that would be a good thing to do if you can find the energy"
Christmas is in 3 days do you really think I want to be leaving wrapping to the literal last second like this
Christmas is in 3 days do you really think I want to be leaving wrapping to the literal last second like this
I think my fever finally broke dear god, I have been So Fucking Hot All Day
December 21, 2025 at 10:05 PM
I think my fever finally broke dear god, I have been So Fucking Hot All Day
oh yeah I love waking up sick on my birthday and then throwing up at my friend's house. ten outta ten experience
December 21, 2025 at 12:58 AM
oh yeah I love waking up sick on my birthday and then throwing up at my friend's house. ten outta ten experience
god I can't remember the last time I had a work week this bad. my boss so far has my back but it's actually causing a panic attack lmao. I'm genuinely upset, I feel like I'm pissing people off and they're talking circles around me and no one is understanding what I'm trying to say
December 18, 2025 at 9:55 PM
god I can't remember the last time I had a work week this bad. my boss so far has my back but it's actually causing a panic attack lmao. I'm genuinely upset, I feel like I'm pissing people off and they're talking circles around me and no one is understanding what I'm trying to say
what a thing to come into work to. this close to Christmas. god.
December 18, 2025 at 3:05 PM
what a thing to come into work to. this close to Christmas. god.
getting overwhelmed by work and I'm alone in the office so it feels worse than normal and I'm like 2 new tickets away from fully crashing out
December 16, 2025 at 9:02 PM
getting overwhelmed by work and I'm alone in the office so it feels worse than normal and I'm like 2 new tickets away from fully crashing out
I'm so overwhelmed with the number of people asking me about birthday and Christmas plans, I have been texting people All Fucking Morning and as a textbook people pleaser I am fully upset that I cannot make everyone happy
December 15, 2025 at 6:33 PM
I'm so overwhelmed with the number of people asking me about birthday and Christmas plans, I have been texting people All Fucking Morning and as a textbook people pleaser I am fully upset that I cannot make everyone happy
me booking time off on Christmas Eve for a legitimate appointment: i know this looks suspicious I promise I'm not faking this
December 11, 2025 at 3:26 PM
me booking time off on Christmas Eve for a legitimate appointment: i know this looks suspicious I promise I'm not faking this
I was only on those meds for a week this had better not be withdrawal symptoms Jesus Christ I feel terrible
December 3, 2025 at 10:17 PM
I was only on those meds for a week this had better not be withdrawal symptoms Jesus Christ I feel terrible
you ever see a series of emails sent at 7pm by someone who is a union steward and should know better than to be online that late and just know the vibes in that office are going to be rancid today
glad I'm not there rn because yikes
glad I'm not there rn because yikes
December 2, 2025 at 3:01 PM
you ever see a series of emails sent at 7pm by someone who is a union steward and should know better than to be online that late and just know the vibes in that office are going to be rancid today
glad I'm not there rn because yikes
glad I'm not there rn because yikes