this but with practically anything I do

Despite my struggles, I can still get out of my head for a bit and enjoy their company. I still have that. And that's what's most important.

Okie, I'm gonna pass out cause sleep schedule screwed and been up for too long. Take care ❤️

I hope one day I can get back to posting more about my hobbies and lighthearted silly things. But that just isn't my reality currently.

Maybe my accounts have always been a mess, but I feel like it's just gotten worse over time. I guess that's what happens when you neglect and lose so much of yourself.

I was hoping I'd be able to pull it together to fully enjoy this holiday, but I think that ship has sailed. I'll spare the details because I don't wanna bring down the mood more than I already have.

I hope everyone else is faring better and has a good time with family and friends.

it feels like something you'd see in a shitpost fr

My dad said he's gonna get a dumpster sometime next week, so there's now a soft time limit for me to go through all my belongings in the house if I want to be efficient.

It was already stressful enough to think about but having added pressure makes me wish I was the one going in the dumpster.

Yeah that tracks

because I really want Culver's now

This is probably the worst time for this to be happening too. I'm not gonna sugarcoat it, I'm at one of the lowest points in my life.

I'm used to not being okay and my life being a mess, but I don't think it's ever been this terrible collectively.

This is gonna suck.

I will always despise Apple for starting the trend of removing the headphone jack in phones.

Maybe it'll return one day...

Here, if you wanna look at them tenor.com/users/gtune8

I'm really just not doing well tbh, and losing all that time to a pointless endeavor with no real joy gained just makes me feel even worse than wasting time on literally anything else.

Staying informed is one thing, a miserable time sink is another.

Dwelling on it probably isn't good... but I just hate that I get so lost in these things. Straying so far from what I was originally reading about and gaining nothing of substance.

Maybe it's still a bit of a pipe dream, but $6 is much more manageable than the previous prices.