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Level forty-two dharma bum and feral writer. Sometimes skin. Sometimes ink. I write about hunger, becoming, and the beautiful violence of being human. https://fansly.com/h09ap/
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
gradually posting poems from my older kink-poetry account:
@wearenothereatall.bsky.social

#poetry #poetsofbluesky #altwriting #writingcommunity #kinkpoetry
i watched her work like someone summoning gods older than names. her fingers moved as if binding the air itself— weaving breath and pigment into covenant. the light bent toward her, like it too was caught in her gravity. like it remembered her from somewhere before the first sunrise when the world was still learning how to exist. i did not speak. speech felt profane in the presence of ritual. there are ceremonies you observe from the threshold, or not at all. to cross closer would have been to trespass against something holy. she was not making art. she was remembering how to survive. dragging beauty out of her own marrow, and laying it bare like an offering to gods who no longer answer. i stayed still. not for fear of rejection— but for fear of interfering with the shape of her becoming. to bear witness was enough. to see was its own wound.
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
All my gabs are flabbered. I suppose this means I've "reached a certain age." Sometimes nostalgia hits like a stake to the chest.
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hkluterman.bsky.social
⛥H. Kyoht Luterman⛧ @hkluterman.bsky.social · 7d
An American Werewolf with Worms.
#art #werewolf #AWIL #fanart #furry #furryart
The werewolf from An American Werewolf in London scooting on his butt with his feets up in a very silly and awkward position. He doesn't look thrilled.
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thefilmupdates.bsky.social
Film Updates @thefilmupdates.bsky.social · 2d
Ayo Edebiri photographed by Tyler Mitchell for Vogue
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
I approve of this message.
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Lolly Vieira @lollyvieira.bsky.social · Jul 29
Hello #poetsofbluesky I wanted to share a personal #poem about my #childhood in an #abusive home.
Thank you for reading 💜

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The Risk of Ignorance
A tale from my childhood.
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lollyvieira.bsky.social
Lolly Vieira @lollyvieira.bsky.social · Aug 6
Current work in progress
#paint #painting #paintersofbluesky #art #abstract #artistsofbluesky
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dirkhooper.bsky.social
Dirk Hooper @dirkhooper.bsky.social · 2d
Guys, the number one attractive hobby to women? Reading!

Start with my books Dominatrix Boss and Dominatrix Squad!

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This Is the Most Attractive Hobby a Man Can Have, According to Women
If you want to look attractive to women, you might want to put down the gaming headset and pick up a paperback...
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
blame @cruorcrypt.bsky.social for this one.

#kink #goon #goonsky #altkink #nsfw #monotone #altwriter #switch #softdom #feralposting #blueskyafterdark #sensual #boytoy
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
not hunter. not prey. only the fever between.

#poetry #altwriting #writingcommunity #kinkpoetry #poetsofbluesky
Only you— the scent I’d follow through snow and smoke, the pulse beneath my teeth. We are teeth and throat, howl and hush, collision and collapse. Not hunter, not prey — only the fever between. I was a cage dreaming of wings until you stepped inside and refused to leave. Now even the moon knows my name because you whispered it into the dark.
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
Apparently, my best friend wants to show me off—and I can’t say I’m opposed to the idea. 😌💦 🖤

#switch #boytoy #feralposting #altwriting #kink
cruorcrypt.bsky.social
Crypt of Vampyrx 🦇 @cruorcrypt.bsky.social · 2d
No apologies if yall see me being feral and obsessing over my boy toy. I’ve been begging him to get on here and post content for a while and now he is 🥵🥵🥵
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
gradually posting poems from my older kink-poetry account:
@wearenothereatall.bsky.social

#poetry #poetsofbluesky #altwriting #writingcommunity #kinkpoetry
i watched her work like someone summoning gods older than names. her fingers moved as if binding the air itself— weaving breath and pigment into covenant. the light bent toward her, like it too was caught in her gravity. like it remembered her from somewhere before the first sunrise when the world was still learning how to exist. i did not speak. speech felt profane in the presence of ritual. there are ceremonies you observe from the threshold, or not at all. to cross closer would have been to trespass against something holy. she was not making art. she was remembering how to survive. dragging beauty out of her own marrow, and laying it bare like an offering to gods who no longer answer. i stayed still. not for fear of rejection— but for fear of interfering with the shape of her becoming. to bear witness was enough. to see was its own wound.
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wearenothereatall.bsky.social
wearenothereatall.bsky.social @wearenothereatall.bsky.social · Aug 30
“I take much pleasure in being alone but there is also a strange warm grace in not being alone.”

-Charles Bukowski
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
A good book is a conversation that never ends. A mirror that reflects who you are—and may yet become.

#bookstagram #booktok #booklover #bookquotes #readandreflect #booksareconversations #kant #shelfwisdom
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 1d
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
Crypt of Vampyrx 🦇 @cruorcrypt.bsky.social · 2d
𝑃𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑡𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑇𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝐹𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑙𝑦 👀
Vampryx looks at you with longing eyes, urging you to go to their Fansly and subscribe. They wear a black cropped shirt, fishnet and black underwear. They also have on a black beanie with white graphics and a silver necklace with tooth dangling from it. They wear square glasses and have their nails done in dark grey acrylics. There are neon bats hanging behind them in purple and green.
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d
Only you.
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d
Oh my. 🫦
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wearenothereatall.bsky.social
wearenothereatall.bsky.social @wearenothereatall.bsky.social · Jun 11
Time has not lessened the growth of longing.
It has only taught it new roots.
Deeper.
Quieter.
Curling beneath the skin like vines that refuse to die,
even when the tree above is gone.
I do not starve for what was.
I starve for what still lives beneath the absence.
#poetry #poetsofbluesky #grief
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MidwestHedonist @midwesthedonist.bsky.social · Jun 3
Spread the love and acceptance #pridemonth
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d
🐺 🫀
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
Crypt of Vampyrx 🦇 @cruorcrypt.bsky.social · 2d
No apologies if yall see me being feral and obsessing over my boy toy. I’ve been begging him to get on here and post content for a while and now he is 🥵🥵🥵
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d
“I am free and that is why I am lost.” -Franz Kafka
h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d
They tend to have this effect on me.

#goonsky #fct
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
Crypt of Vampyrx 🦇 @cruorcrypt.bsky.social · 2d
Who..? lil ole me? 🤭 I fear the TL isn’t quite ready for our duo in action. 🥵
h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d
Thinking of them.
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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · 2d
I might need help cleaning up
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