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h09ap.bsky.social
I am not here at all.
@h09ap.bsky.social
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Elder millennial. I write about the beautiful violence of being human.
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I am not here at all. @h09ap.bsky.social · Oct 8
gradually posting poems from my older kink-poetry account:
@wearenothereatall.bsky.social

#poetry #poetsofbluesky #altwriting #writingcommunity #kinkpoetry
i watched her work like someone summoning gods older than names. her fingers moved as if binding the air itself— weaving breath and pigment into covenant. the light bent toward her, like it too was caught in her gravity. like it remembered her from somewhere before the first sunrise when the world was still learning how to exist. i did not speak. speech felt profane in the presence of ritual. there are ceremonies you observe from the threshold, or not at all. to cross closer would have been to trespass against something holy. she was not making art. she was remembering how to survive. dragging beauty out of her own marrow, and laying it bare like an offering to gods who no longer answer. i stayed still. not for fear of rejection— but for fear of interfering with the shape of her becoming. to bear witness was enough. to see was its own wound.
h09ap.bsky.social
Time to use my nonexistent knife skills. Happy ridiculous holiday. 🦃
A cutting board on a kitchen counter with a chef’s knife beside a bowl of vegetables: a yellow bell pepper, a green pepper, two red onions, and packaged celery.
November 26, 2025 at 5:41 PM
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kafkasconcubine.bsky.social
Heading out for a few days of tour and Melodies!

Come out!
Tip a lady so the road is easier??
Spread the word, so the rooms are full?!
November 26, 2025 at 5:14 PM
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gwengraham.bsky.social
Repost with a pic where you thought your ass looked great! 🍰✨
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#nonbinary #gwengraham #nsfwsky #ofmodel #fansly
Gwen’s squishy butt in a shiny pink thong, lit up in purple, moody lighting.
November 26, 2025 at 5:12 PM
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
If yall want this, you’re gonna have to send for it. $75 or no wagon Wednesday for you.

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#findom #lewd #realnsfw #pixelpumper #beta #cuck #simp #ebonydomme #ebony #femboy #nonbinarynsfw
A pixelated picture of vampyrx bending over across a bed showing their ass and hairy puss.
November 26, 2025 at 4:48 PM
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foxfux.gay
bored so i painted my face

#ftm #clown #casual
Fox with one knee up leaning forward with his face painted like a clown with pink and chartreuse mismatched eyes and eyebrows and a chartreuse mustache over black lips, with pink nose and cheeks. A casual picture as he's still wearing fox ears to hold his hair back to paint his face.
November 26, 2025 at 8:19 AM
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bratnextdoorxo.bsky.social
dominant hottie to rearrange my guts into pretty shapes whennnn and whereeee 👀😵‍💫

#ebony #nsfw
November 26, 2025 at 1:02 PM
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jcparker.bsky.social
I sold another clip! Embarrassment is Forever, a 007 #JamesBond #ENF parody! This was my 2nd shoot and first time working with ArielAnderssen who I was star struck to work and tie with to make this fun rope bondage themed video! #nsfwbsky #cosplay
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November 26, 2025 at 11:10 AM
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mxtressjupiter.bsky.social
Repost with a pic where you thought your ass looked great! 🍑💫

(Throwback to before shaving my afro)
#GeorgiaPeach #nonbinary #thiccc #ass #themdom #findom
November 26, 2025 at 4:24 PM
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h09ap.bsky.social
Was that a green light because you’ve read my writing—or just reckless optimism? 😆

Open to suggestions about subject matter. But, I do have a werewolf story I was thinking of rewriting into something more 🌶️
November 6, 2025 at 12:49 AM
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h09ap.bsky.social
I like to do the things in the kitchen. It's my love language. First two were for @cruorcrypt.bsky.social. My favorite vampire to cook for. 🦇 🫀
November 6, 2025 at 4:24 PM
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h09ap.bsky.social
November 10, 2025 at 2:06 PM
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h09ap.bsky.social
Morning affirmation.

#writing #affirmation #notebook
#morningpages
Handwritten note on crumpled lined paper that reads: “You are the weight of dreams held tight by the tension of hope & belief colliding.”
November 10, 2025 at 4:35 PM
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h09ap.bsky.social
Flashback to my time with @cruorcrypt.bsky.social in the pnw. One of my favorite photos.
Close-up of two hands on a thigh. A larger hand rests on top of a leg wearing black fishnet stockings. A smaller hand, in a dark jacket rests gently on top of the larger hand. They are sitting on a light-rail train; gray metal paneling is visible in the background. The moment feels quiet and intimate.
November 11, 2025 at 5:07 PM
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h09ap.bsky.social
Intimacy starts long before touch. Words are a kind of surrender.

Here are a few stray thoughts written in my devil scrawl.
A lined notebook page with handwritten red-ink notes, resting on an outdoor metal table. A hand holds the page. The writing reads: “Love is the sinew that binds flesh to bone, spirit to meaning. A soft opening that threads the sacred to the skin. It holds even as we try to tear ourselves apart. Without it, the body is an echo that cannot hear itself.”
November 22, 2025 at 3:07 PM
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
Now I want breakfast covered. $44 to support my local diner.

#findom #feedism #food #finsub #paypig #themdom #nonbinary
November 26, 2025 at 4:14 PM
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September 2, 2025 at 6:55 AM
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poppybird.bsky.social
lazy hotel morning legs
November 26, 2025 at 3:24 PM
h09ap.bsky.social
This is charity. They still don’t deserve it. 🚨 🍆 💦

#cuck #bear #monochrome #bate #goon #kinksky #bigcock #bbc #ebony #cumshot #themdom #fincuck #queerlove
November 26, 2025 at 4:09 PM
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luciddreamrr.bsky.social
✨️💕🔐 nude unlocked! 🔐💕✨️

Happy #WagonWednesday! Thank you to all the Magicians who helped fill my hole I mean tip goal! (Sry couldn't resist 🤪)

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Ly, a white genderfuck with short dirty blonde hair, kneels naked except for a black choker on a white rug facing away from the camera, their juicy ass centered in the frame. They peek back over their shoulder with a slut smile. A small tattoo is visible on the back of their left arm.
November 26, 2025 at 3:19 PM
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Mood
November 26, 2025 at 7:38 AM
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tichatnwa.bsky.social
ayooo

its the 26th

can a bitch get a bump

thank youuu
tichatnwa.bsky.social natou @tichatnwa.bsky.social · 4d
hey

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i got $255 due by the 30th

$1210 by the fifth

do your thing baby do your thing

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November 26, 2025 at 12:49 PM
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
Up early to go play Barista. Send for the latte I’ll be making myself.

#findom #finsub #finsky #ebonyfindom #coffeeaddict #barista #sendforcoffee #femboy #themdom #nonbinary #dominatrix #vampire

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November 26, 2025 at 1:34 PM
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luciddreamrr.bsky.social
Idl what "Their denial of the body as merely a vessel for code" means, but, yeah, these guys are vampirizing us.
chadloder.bsky.social Chad Loder @chadloder.bsky.social · 14h
Their denial of the body as merely a vessel for code is shown daily by the way these men treat actual living human beings, including the ones who work for their companies.

These men are chasing their own personal immortailty over piles of corpses. They're the closest thing we have to vampires tbh.
Peter Thiel Is Very, Very Interested in Young People's Blood
The contrarian venture capitalist believes transfusions may hold the key to his dream of living forever.
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November 26, 2025 at 2:05 PM
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luciddreamrr.bsky.social
p.s. nonconsensual vampirism is rape.
November 26, 2025 at 2:05 PM
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
Send me $50 for my meal

#findom
cruorcrypt.bsky.social Crypt of Vampyrx Amor 🦇🫀 @cruorcrypt.bsky.social · 15h
My spoons allowed me to make a pasta dish. The salmon should technically go on top the pasta but I don’t like mixing my foods that way.
November 26, 2025 at 3:05 AM