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@h09ap.bsky.social
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Level forty-two dharma bum and feral writer. Sometimes skin. Sometimes ink. I write about hunger, becoming, and the beautiful violence of being human. https://fansly.com/h09ap/
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h09ap.bsky.social
gradually posting poems from my older kink-poetry account:
@wearenothereatall.bsky.social

#poetry #poetsofbluesky #altwriting #writingcommunity #kinkpoetry
i watched her work like someone summoning gods
older than names.
her fingers moved as if binding the air itself—
weaving breath and pigment into covenant.

the light bent toward her,
like it too was caught in her gravity.
like it remembered her from somewhere
before the first sunrise
when the world was still learning how to exist.

i did not speak.
speech felt profane in the presence of ritual.
there are ceremonies you observe from the threshold,
or not at all.
to cross closer would have been
to trespass against something holy.

she was not making art.
she was remembering how to survive.
dragging beauty out of her own marrow,
and laying it bare like an offering
to gods who no longer answer.

i stayed still.
not for fear of rejection—
but for fear of interfering with the shape of her becoming.
to bear witness was enough.
to see was its own wound.
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dirkhooper.bsky.social
My #NSFW #ArtShare starts today, but runs ALL WEEK!!!

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kafkasconcubine.bsky.social
Thoughts?

Should we be responsible for what others accidentally scroll through on the timeline while at work??
h09ap.bsky.social
I love your content. Cheers. 👀 👀 👀
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cavegift.bsky.social
gundam is awesome because every show has major flaws and drawbacks an like completely inexcusable plot/character moments and often kind of squander their potential a bit. but you rotate the Whole Object in your mind and despite or even because of its flaws it shines brilliantly
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jonmsweeney.bsky.social
Sometimes it just feels like a poem was written exactly for you. I've read this one a hundred times, have even heard WB read it, but when I began to read it this morning the first line brought tears to my eyes.
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guyvenables.bsky.social
My cartoon for Friday's metro
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
𝐺𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑖𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘𝑠. 𝑃𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑢𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑙𝑜𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑑𝑑 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑠. 𝑭𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔, 𝒑𝒆𝒕.

#findom #femdom #themdom #petplay #gothdomme #ebonydomme #realkink
Vampyrx sits on a bench outside with a gate and trees behind them and a cloudy overcast sky. They’re wearing thick platform knee high boots with metal hardware. They’re also wearing a leather jacket, a Michael Meyers Monet tshirt, fishnet, glasses and a short black bob with bangs. They have red lipstick on and are staring down at you, the camera is angled up with their feet being a focal point.
h09ap.bsky.social
All my gabs are flabbered. I suppose this means I've "reached a certain age." Sometimes nostalgia hits like a stake to the chest.
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hkluterman.bsky.social
An American Werewolf with Worms.
#art #werewolf #AWIL #fanart #furry #furryart
The werewolf from An American Werewolf in London scooting on his butt with his feets up in a very silly and awkward position. He doesn't look thrilled.
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thefilmupdates.bsky.social
Ayo Edebiri photographed by Tyler Mitchell for Vogue
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lollyvieira.bsky.social
Hello #poetsofbluesky I wanted to share a personal #poem about my #childhood in an #abusive home.
Thank you for reading 💜

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The Risk of Ignorance
A tale from my childhood.
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lollyvieira.bsky.social
Current work in progress
#paint #painting #paintersofbluesky #art #abstract #artistsofbluesky
h09ap.bsky.social
blame @cruorcrypt.bsky.social for this one.

#kink #goon #goonsky #altkink #nsfw #monotone #altwriter #switch #softdom #feralposting #blueskyafterdark #sensual #boytoy
h09ap.bsky.social
not hunter. not prey. only the fever between.

#poetry #altwriting #writingcommunity #kinkpoetry #poetsofbluesky
Only you—
the scent I’d follow through snow and smoke,
the pulse beneath my teeth.

We are teeth and throat,
howl and hush,
collision and collapse.

Not hunter, not prey —
only the fever between.

I was a cage dreaming of wings
until you stepped inside and refused to leave.
Now even the moon knows my name
because you whispered it into the dark.
h09ap.bsky.social
Apparently, my best friend wants to show me off—and I can’t say I’m opposed to the idea. 😌💦 🖤

#switch #boytoy #feralposting #altwriting #kink
cruorcrypt.bsky.social
No apologies if yall see me being feral and obsessing over my boy toy. I’ve been begging him to get on here and post content for a while and now he is 🥵🥵🥵
h09ap.bsky.social
gradually posting poems from my older kink-poetry account:
@wearenothereatall.bsky.social

#poetry #poetsofbluesky #altwriting #writingcommunity #kinkpoetry
i watched her work like someone summoning gods
older than names.
her fingers moved as if binding the air itself—
weaving breath and pigment into covenant.

the light bent toward her,
like it too was caught in her gravity.
like it remembered her from somewhere
before the first sunrise
when the world was still learning how to exist.

i did not speak.
speech felt profane in the presence of ritual.
there are ceremonies you observe from the threshold,
or not at all.
to cross closer would have been
to trespass against something holy.

she was not making art.
she was remembering how to survive.
dragging beauty out of her own marrow,
and laying it bare like an offering
to gods who no longer answer.

i stayed still.
not for fear of rejection—
but for fear of interfering with the shape of her becoming.
to bear witness was enough.
to see was its own wound.
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wearenothereatall.bsky.social
“I take much pleasure in being alone but there is also a strange warm grace in not being alone.”

-Charles Bukowski
h09ap.bsky.social
A good book is a conversation that never ends. A mirror that reflects who you are—and may yet become.

#bookstagram #booktok #booklover #bookquotes #readandreflect #booksareconversations #kant #shelfwisdom
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cruorcrypt.bsky.social
𝑃𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑡𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑇𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝐹𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑙𝑦 👀
Vampryx looks at you with longing eyes, urging you to go to their Fansly and subscribe. They wear a black cropped shirt, fishnet and black underwear. They also have on a black beanie with white graphics and a silver necklace with tooth dangling from it. They wear square glasses and have their nails done in dark grey acrylics. There are neon bats hanging behind them in purple and green.