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19 | multifandom | they/she/any | nobody cares about doomed queerbaits like me | unfortunately the tma brain worms are at it again
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hi everyone, i’m new so here comes the introductory post

i like
- x-men
- batman
- spider-man
- d&d/ttrpgs
- bg3
- doctor who
- merlin
- dead boy detectives
-minecraft/hermitcraft

and more!

i would love to be mutuals if you do too! you might see some art of them or just lots of silly posts :)
shout out to nathan for uploading the drawfee vods so i always have something to put on when i don’t know what to watch
and drawfee in general because their content makes up three of my top five channels (i live off of kirbykins comps)
December 3, 2025 at 8:38 PM
back after 4 months bc i’ve discovered the greatest tag to ever exist and have to share it somewhere. buddie writers, you may just be the funniest people on the planet to me
November 18, 2025 at 11:16 AM
ao3 is down… i’m gonna do something crazy like actually watch 9-1-1 instead of just reading buddie fics

someone save me
July 4, 2025 at 12:52 AM
i adore barrett wilbert weed and ryan mccartan, but something about the west end recording of heathers… i feel it in my soul

(also, when jamie muscato sang veronica’s name in freeze your brain, something Changed in me. i fear his obsessed freak shit would absolutely work on me)
April 17, 2025 at 6:41 PM
as soon as i finish severance, i fear a full blown hadestown obsession is gonna happen

is one triggering the other?? hard to say… (markgemma are so orpheus and eurydice it hurts me. i’ve seen two edits using wait for me and both made me cry multiple times)
March 19, 2025 at 5:20 AM
i literally restarted act 2 (i was in rivington) just so i could romance astarion

sorry i want to spread love and joy
February 23, 2025 at 4:23 AM
my bbg is simply too silly. i must let them consume my life
February 13, 2025 at 12:26 AM
a quick little character design i did for a friend’s project

am i now incredibly attached to this oc… yes, yes i am
February 12, 2025 at 6:24 AM
listened to mike crew’s episode of tma and can confirm he’s still the best ever

expanding my playlist for the vast for him bc i miss him fr
February 4, 2025 at 11:08 PM
i’m trying to draw my wonderful friends together, but one of them was so fucking easy to draw and the other is taking years off my life

tell me how i crack out one face in five minutes flat and then take an hour on the other (and it still looks bad ahhhhh)
January 10, 2025 at 7:58 AM
if i could conquer the intense intrusive thought about cannibalism that make me unable to eat, i just know i would become obsessed with hannibal

like, it’s so upsetting i can’t see will graham have a breakdown simply bc of intrusive thoughts
January 7, 2025 at 5:17 AM
the day i discovered abby anderson was the day i became a menace to society because i am IN LOVE with her

i actually need her so bad and i’m 0% ashamed about it
January 2, 2025 at 8:21 AM
just found the most profound comment on a DSMP tiktok in 2025

yes, the tiktok did make me cry and then the comment did as well
January 1, 2025 at 7:45 PM
i always felt like i might be lying to myself about my sexuality but then i found out about abby anderson of tlou2

would be awkward if i wasn’t bi considering i’m actually madly in love with her

anyway, completely unrelated: if you look like abby anderson… heyy
December 27, 2024 at 5:44 AM
drawing a friend’s fursona as part of a christmas present has made me appreciate furries even more because how tf do you guys draw animal faces and ears and shit

i’m on the struggle bus driving through struggle city right now
December 25, 2024 at 6:12 AM
good news everyone: the depressive episode that i’m currently in was probably not even started by the tlou fic

it did make it worse though. i’m 100% sure of that.
sleep didn’t help, i’m on the verge of tears at work

i guess props to the fic writer for giving me such an intense attachment to the characters, but also fuck them for doing that and then killing them off. even the happy epilogue didn’t help much

it was HURT/comfort
i lied. it’s two in the morning and i have work tomorrow but they fixed it so i’ll only cry about all the bad shit sometimes

this fic has changed me into a worse person i think
December 18, 2024 at 5:03 AM
sleep didn’t help, i’m on the verge of tears at work

i guess props to the fic writer for giving me such an intense attachment to the characters, but also fuck them for doing that and then killing them off. even the happy epilogue didn’t help much

it was HURT/comfort
i lied. it’s two in the morning and i have work tomorrow but they fixed it so i’ll only cry about all the bad shit sometimes

this fic has changed me into a worse person i think
December 17, 2024 at 5:58 PM
god, fuck this

i’m going to sleep and maybe tomorrow i’ll have my will to live back and finish this fic without my heart being torn apart and burned to ashes again
and now the only truly happy chapter is setting up for fucking death again, i just know it

the fact that there isn’t a major character death warning feels like a bullshit lie and i don’t even care that the writing is good anymore, i’m too upset
people who write tlou fics actually fucking hate joy

every single character has been killed brutally and there are still five chapters left

WHAT MORE CAN YOU TAKE FROM ME?!??!!?

do you want more of my tears? a depressive episode? you’ll have it if you don’t somehow miraculously make this better
December 17, 2024 at 8:37 AM
and now the only truly happy chapter is setting up for fucking death again, i just know it

the fact that there isn’t a major character death warning feels like a bullshit lie and i don’t even care that the writing is good anymore, i’m too upset
people who write tlou fics actually fucking hate joy

every single character has been killed brutally and there are still five chapters left

WHAT MORE CAN YOU TAKE FROM ME?!??!!?

do you want more of my tears? a depressive episode? you’ll have it if you don’t somehow miraculously make this better
December 17, 2024 at 8:05 AM
people who write tlou fics actually fucking hate joy

every single character has been killed brutally and there are still five chapters left

WHAT MORE CAN YOU TAKE FROM ME?!??!!?

do you want more of my tears? a depressive episode? you’ll have it if you don’t somehow miraculously make this better
December 17, 2024 at 7:51 AM
unfortunately seeing the wicked movie has made me addicted to the first four minutes of jonathan bailey’s version of dancing through life

i imagine this is what it would feel like if you took an ssri but it just gave you happy chemicals right away for four minutes straight
December 13, 2024 at 7:30 PM
but there’s truly never been someone more iconic than king odysseus “next to my wife” of ithaca

i guess i forgive jorge
every single epic saga is just going ‘oh, it’s so funny how i’m actually sobbing more than last time. wow haha how silly that my heart is filled with melancholy’ and then opening instagram and seeing jay being silly as if he didn’t break my heart seventeen different times
December 9, 2024 at 7:21 PM
every single epic saga is just going ‘oh, it’s so funny how i’m actually sobbing more than last time. wow haha how silly that my heart is filled with melancholy’ and then opening instagram and seeing jay being silly as if he didn’t break my heart seventeen different times
December 9, 2024 at 6:42 PM
spotify really said “here’s happy times music” and then played sad shit

oh you silly bitch spotify, this is cigarette daydreams, it is not a happy song
December 4, 2024 at 5:25 PM
hozier on top for the second year in a row!!! i only listened to him for like 2.5k minutes vs last year which was like 30k minutes lol

my minutes listened is like 9k less than last year but uhhhh, i was watching video essays instead of listening to music so it’s cool
December 4, 2024 at 4:51 PM