it's THE BOY!!!!!!

but she doesn't know that. and they're definitely things i would love if they y'know, weren't killing the planet and stealing from real human artists. so i'm just trying to bite my tongue. but it just makes me feel bad whenever i look at them lol.

mom hung up this big banner with a snowman and a deer on my door and like. -it's definitely AI art-. she got us an advent calendar that's a big puzzle you put together in small chunks and then when you're done it all goes together. also definitely AI generated.

i have my glasses ON and i had to zoom in 💀

all this to say; "was it worth it?" "is anything?" / "this hardly seems appropriate" "is anything?" brain chemistry rewriting

and molly, my dog mind you, lifted her head and looked at me, so fucking incensed that the tv was no longer making sounds and images. i said "oh.... were you watching that?" and she just stared at me. i hit play and she went back to watching the TV like a person.

i'm so fucking tired. i need a new job.