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my alt acc so lots of sad talk bc i don’t want to bother anyone personally so i apologise in advance
my alt acc so lots of sad talk bc i don’t want to bother anyone personally so i apologise in advance
Kinda embarrassing all that but I saw something or someone said something to me that made me infinitely less suicidal so that’s good I just keep overthinking this one thing and I don’t really know how to get over it everyone loves me but would they do anything for me probably not I ask for too much
June 17, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Kinda embarrassing all that but I saw something or someone said something to me that made me infinitely less suicidal so that’s good I just keep overthinking this one thing and I don’t really know how to get over it everyone loves me but would they do anything for me probably not I ask for too much
All of my letters are written so that they can remember me as someone who loved them unconditionally no matter how bad my mind got I just wanted to tell them how much I love them
June 15, 2025 at 11:41 PM
All of my letters are written so that they can remember me as someone who loved them unconditionally no matter how bad my mind got I just wanted to tell them how much I love them
Nobody I care about is on here anymore because these people ruined this place for everyone but at least I can say what I want here and I won’t worry anyone but I need to put this somewhere into the universe
I’ve never been this suicidal before and I don’t know what to do I can’t tell anyone at
I’ve never been this suicidal before and I don’t know what to do I can’t tell anyone at
June 15, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Nobody I care about is on here anymore because these people ruined this place for everyone but at least I can say what I want here and I won’t worry anyone but I need to put this somewhere into the universe
I’ve never been this suicidal before and I don’t know what to do I can’t tell anyone at
I’ve never been this suicidal before and I don’t know what to do I can’t tell anyone at
I’m sorry about this mental breakdown I wish my anxiety would go away too it would make being alive so much easier
May 20, 2025 at 8:23 PM
I’m sorry about this mental breakdown I wish my anxiety would go away too it would make being alive so much easier
They said so many nice things to me and I feel so bad I shouldn’t be like this right now everything they said to me means so much to me and I keep trying to remind myself of those words but then I just cry because I’m just some 17 year old random girl who carries no importance to anyone no matter
May 20, 2025 at 8:22 PM
They said so many nice things to me and I feel so bad I shouldn’t be like this right now everything they said to me means so much to me and I keep trying to remind myself of those words but then I just cry because I’m just some 17 year old random girl who carries no importance to anyone no matter
I must be so tiring to be around when I’m like this so I should probably just leave everyone alone
May 20, 2025 at 8:17 PM
I must be so tiring to be around when I’m like this so I should probably just leave everyone alone
I know for a lot of people they don’t like to be asked are you okay but for me I really do like be asked that it might be because I feel like nobody cares so if you ask I feel like you care
I would never dare to hope for it though I just get disappointed thinking someone would care like that
I would never dare to hope for it though I just get disappointed thinking someone would care like that
May 20, 2025 at 8:16 PM
I know for a lot of people they don’t like to be asked are you okay but for me I really do like be asked that it might be because I feel like nobody cares so if you ask I feel like you care
I would never dare to hope for it though I just get disappointed thinking someone would care like that
I would never dare to hope for it though I just get disappointed thinking someone would care like that
I can stop crying I just pray tomorrow I don’t feel like this anymore it must be the hormones right I’m so sorry I really wish it would stop too
May 20, 2025 at 8:15 PM
I can stop crying I just pray tomorrow I don’t feel like this anymore it must be the hormones right I’m so sorry I really wish it would stop too
Nobody hates me they love me even and I know that I just feel empty and alone
May 20, 2025 at 8:03 PM
Nobody hates me they love me even and I know that I just feel empty and alone
I should probably disappear for a while maybe it will be better for everyone or not idk I’m confused and I feel bad so I probably shouldn’t do anything rash
May 20, 2025 at 8:02 PM
I should probably disappear for a while maybe it will be better for everyone or not idk I’m confused and I feel bad so I probably shouldn’t do anything rash
I post more in this alt it’s silly
May 20, 2025 at 8:00 PM
I post more in this alt it’s silly
I wish I could stop feeling broken (?) it’ll go away soon but it doesn’t feel any better right now it could be worse but still
I would like to be told how much someone loves me everyday and be told sweet words that make me feel loved but that’s a distant dream I have to be content with what I have
I would like to be told how much someone loves me everyday and be told sweet words that make me feel loved but that’s a distant dream I have to be content with what I have
May 20, 2025 at 8:00 PM
I wish I could stop feeling broken (?) it’ll go away soon but it doesn’t feel any better right now it could be worse but still
I would like to be told how much someone loves me everyday and be told sweet words that make me feel loved but that’s a distant dream I have to be content with what I have
I would like to be told how much someone loves me everyday and be told sweet words that make me feel loved but that’s a distant dream I have to be content with what I have
Also stop talking about bin please it shouldn’t piss me off but it did
May 20, 2025 at 4:51 PM
Also stop talking about bin please it shouldn’t piss me off but it did
I’m so uncomfortable in my sexuality today this is wonderful
May 20, 2025 at 4:49 PM
I’m so uncomfortable in my sexuality today this is wonderful
I’m going to conquer my anxiety today although the impending doom of tomorrows test and just being all alone right now is a little scary I can do this it’s me and Zerobaseone against the world right now
May 20, 2025 at 11:05 AM
I’m going to conquer my anxiety today although the impending doom of tomorrows test and just being all alone right now is a little scary I can do this it’s me and Zerobaseone against the world right now
I haven’t cried like that in so long what do I do I’m making this a bigger problem for myself what do I do
May 19, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I haven’t cried like that in so long what do I do I’m making this a bigger problem for myself what do I do
There’s never a good time to ask for help
May 19, 2025 at 6:53 PM
There’s never a good time to ask for help
I also want to cry I probably should so I can study quickly there’s something deeply wrong with me I also missed my counselling session today bc I didn’t want to go so maybe that was a bad idea
May 19, 2025 at 4:50 PM
I also want to cry I probably should so I can study quickly there’s something deeply wrong with me I also missed my counselling session today bc I didn’t want to go so maybe that was a bad idea
I want to fucking die :D
May 19, 2025 at 4:35 PM
I want to fucking die :D
Maybe I’ve become far too sensitive
May 18, 2025 at 9:09 PM
Maybe I’ve become far too sensitive
Sorry I’m talking a lot but I think all of these feelings is got to do with the fact that I feel like I’m not good at talking and I’m almost boring to talk to ? So when I feel boring or annoying I do find it hard to talk a lot
May 18, 2025 at 5:47 PM
Sorry I’m talking a lot but I think all of these feelings is got to do with the fact that I feel like I’m not good at talking and I’m almost boring to talk to ? So when I feel boring or annoying I do find it hard to talk a lot
This kind of thing is much better if anything it’s progress isn’t it ??? I haven’t thought someone hates me (someone important) for more than like 20 minutes
It’s so hard to talk to people now I don’t really know what’s wrong with me lately it’s not that I think anyone hates me but it’s so hard to talk about anything I think I know the problem but at the same time I don’t my head and heart feels strange
May 18, 2025 at 5:43 PM
This kind of thing is much better if anything it’s progress isn’t it ??? I haven’t thought someone hates me (someone important) for more than like 20 minutes