Hardcore Fenton Mudd
@hardcorefentonmudd.bsky.social
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Colin, he/him, Illustrator, designer, writer, fan of comics, Star Trek, mst3k & punk rock. stream of unconscious, AUDHD, mild disability, likes cats, anime & zizek
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It’s frustrating to realize that no amount of awareness is gonna stop anxiety induced chronic pain from being felt and that worrying about suffering from chronic pain causes chronic pain
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Jim Lee openly disparaging AI in no way guarantees anything, no one knows what the future of AI is and no one knows who will be in charge at DC Comics down the line. But I think it's important that a popular artist publicly shot AI down. Fans and artists ignorant of or using AI need to hear this.
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The only thing I was looking forward to in Kraven was overt bisexuality, and zip. total letdown, even allessandro Nivola was kinda boring. Ironic but it lacked meat, teeth. It DID have a geodesic dome which was cool I GUESS but they hardly used it
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Ten bucks at shoppers seasonal clear out
A 9” two speed fan
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If there’s one thing I jump on it’s accidental retail pricing errors, call it compensation for the ADHD tax
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I use art, music, telling stories and building things to quiet my brain, and I use bsky to quiet my mouth
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The thing about how autistic people will have lots of overall overlap with victims of trauma / abuse because a primary component of autism is the trauma of being different and unsure why
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Cleaning out the kitchen stacks in our building, as done each year, and I wonder if a building has ever been designed so you can just live in it for ten or so years and not have to constantly break and repair it just to keep it functioning
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Alibaba trying to sell me musical gear, arcade games, misc electronics, anti missile naval based laser weapons
Large white laser system, cabinet style mame box, some led’s, electric guitars
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Did not mean to draw robustoTommy Chong
Procreate sketch of bearded guy w bandanna and some jewelry
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Lesson learned, even if object has nice flat bottom, maybe printing at angle/ not flush with plate is best
Dummy 13 frame w runners fresh from print, one part missing, off to side
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Pleasing iPhone Home Screen arrangement
Popular played albums including manhunter & heavy metal soundtrack,  berurier noire, shot of some buildings downtown
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It’s funny you just assume other people have it just as rough as you even if they don’t appear to show any overt difficulty, assuming universality of experience unless shown/ proven otherwise
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Yeah and made all the more confusing by the fact that the most objectively severe and “warranted” trauma of the mix is either Indistinguishable or in some cases much less severe feeling than seemingly innocuous stuff like awkward conversations or dumb mistakes or casual rejection
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But then… how do I get my gold medal?

My controversial opinion is that if you’re brain decided it was enough trauma that it permanently changed your Amygdala then you have cPTSD whether the trauma was from the world forcing you to wear uncomfortable socks with a smile or a rapist sibling.
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“Trauma enough” is a real insidious phrase but I’ve literally had friends describe their cptsd as not feeling like enough trauma and didn’t think it applied to them despite obvious ptsd symptoms