Chair good yes chair yummy chair gibby chair give chair yes good

also thank FUCK all chat is back, good lord the amount of games removing all chat is annoying and frankly uspetting, I want to say GG, I don't care how many people are gonna be piss baby losers in the chat, they will get weeded out naturally

that does lead to oddities, my pistol is more accurate than my M4 at range and I don't know how to explain how weird that feels

Reticle bloom is still here, and although I don't like it I do have to admit that it helps Battlefield have that Battle-feel, and was sorely missing from BFV and 2042 in a way I never actually understood until I lost it, and then it came back

these are just my first impressions, but so far they're amazing, much better than 2042, 5, and even 1 were on launch. Probably very buggy though, and I feel the launch will be as bad as those bug wise, but fun wise I'm having a fucking blast

Gunplay is refined from Battlefield 5, not really from 2042 because I feel that game had a much more COD feel in it's gunplay, this is different but still good. It feels more punctual but you have less control than in those games, like you're spraying down shots instead of laying down accurate fire

The audio design is so good, it's crisp, rockets whizz past, jet's soar overhead, the crack of gunfire and the calm before the storm is so invigorating. The graphics are great, I have it all on low and it still looks better than BFV and 4 did on medium and ultra, unfortunately with lower performance

Time will tell if i can shape the girl I wish to see. Whether that be through my pen or just my dress, I’ll be content with either option.

Though, I yearn to be more than content

I wish to draw again. I have so many ideas. The fear of not being good enough rests with me, not for others, but for myself. “Do it bad” is in my head, a motto to create with. But I don’t wish for it to be such, half made yet fully done. I want you all to see what I think, and I don’t see that i can

I still think of things to draw. To write. To edit. I put them somewhere, anywhere, and mostly they don’t come to form. As I’ve been finding my own form, and building me, the ideas come quicker, and stay longer. Hopefully I can turn this in a way which makes me happy to create.

Ignore these ramblings, I am tired physically but the mind is restless, and hopefully this can soothe to rest a thought with no purpose.

I always have viewed myself as an artist, whether it be written, said, drawn, sculpted, acted, sung, or spliced I care less. I like to think I’m creative, and that a part of that should be put out there, if only for my sake.

I just wonder how much of that will be seen by those who aren’t me

I don’t usually think of my legacy, the tides that blow back to me when I am long forgotten, but still felt

But I guess today I have, and am feeling pretentious and poetic as such

Only thing holding it back is you need a second person, but the game could not and would not work without a second person and that’s okay. Every game has a drawback, every choice a pro and a con. Not playing Split Fiction is a con