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Some thoughts should just be kept to ourselves…
It’s not an exaggeration to say that this manga is tethered to my few reasons I stay alive.
Because of my own self-inflicted circumstances, it’s felt like my life where I was truly living ended 2 years ago. I can’t think too hard about things, or else I’ll constantly feel horrible about myself.
Because of my own self-inflicted circumstances, it’s felt like my life where I was truly living ended 2 years ago. I can’t think too hard about things, or else I’ll constantly feel horrible about myself.
January 20, 2026 at 8:31 AM
It’s not an exaggeration to say that this manga is tethered to my few reasons I stay alive.
Because of my own self-inflicted circumstances, it’s felt like my life where I was truly living ended 2 years ago. I can’t think too hard about things, or else I’ll constantly feel horrible about myself.
Because of my own self-inflicted circumstances, it’s felt like my life where I was truly living ended 2 years ago. I can’t think too hard about things, or else I’ll constantly feel horrible about myself.
I posted some of the chibi one (Chapter 3) It’s missing a lot of details, but… WHATEVER I TRIED MY BEST… 😭 I don’t think I’ll really update it until this weekend…
🔗https://archiveofourown.org/works/75296386
🔗https://archiveofourown.org/works/75296386
Lost In Devotion - Chapter 1 - harimau (tapioca_tiger) - The Teijo Academy | 私立帝城学園-四逸- [Archive of Our Own]
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January 20, 2026 at 3:32 AM
I posted some of the chibi one (Chapter 3) It’s missing a lot of details, but… WHATEVER I TRIED MY BEST… 😭 I don’t think I’ll really update it until this weekend…
🔗https://archiveofourown.org/works/75296386
🔗https://archiveofourown.org/works/75296386
I can’t even feel that bad for Nachi Einan, like man, who give a fuck about filial piety WHEN YOU’RE DATING AN ANGEL LIKE HARUTAKA. A LITERAL. GORGEOUS BLONDE BOMBSHELL ANGEL ON EARTH. WHY WOULD YOU FUMBLE SOMEONE LIKE THAT… WHYYYYYY?????
January 20, 2026 at 12:28 AM
I can’t even feel that bad for Nachi Einan, like man, who give a fuck about filial piety WHEN YOU’RE DATING AN ANGEL LIKE HARUTAKA. A LITERAL. GORGEOUS BLONDE BOMBSHELL ANGEL ON EARTH. WHY WOULD YOU FUMBLE SOMEONE LIKE THAT… WHYYYYYY?????
I’m sorry Nachi but the way your ex-boyfriend kissed Aoki though… Oh, there might just be no chance for you to make a comeback at all. I see no paths…
Harutaka didn’t even wanna kiss you that time…
Meanwhile Harutaka kissed Aoki like he wanted him to put the tip in, right then and there.
Harutaka didn’t even wanna kiss you that time…
Meanwhile Harutaka kissed Aoki like he wanted him to put the tip in, right then and there.
January 20, 2026 at 12:20 AM
I’m sorry Nachi but the way your ex-boyfriend kissed Aoki though… Oh, there might just be no chance for you to make a comeback at all. I see no paths…
Harutaka didn’t even wanna kiss you that time…
Meanwhile Harutaka kissed Aoki like he wanted him to put the tip in, right then and there.
Harutaka didn’t even wanna kiss you that time…
Meanwhile Harutaka kissed Aoki like he wanted him to put the tip in, right then and there.
Like, Nachi, at this point you need to vaporize your father into dust and book a flight back to Japan because really there’s no getting Harutaka back otherwise…
January 20, 2026 at 12:12 AM
Like, Nachi, at this point you need to vaporize your father into dust and book a flight back to Japan because really there’s no getting Harutaka back otherwise…
Nachi Einan’s banishment from the plot really needs to be studied
January 20, 2026 at 12:07 AM
Nachi Einan’s banishment from the plot really needs to be studied
The way Nachi was sent back into the khia asylum of the story… Like bye he really became so irrelevantt 😂😭
January 20, 2026 at 12:05 AM
The way Nachi was sent back into the khia asylum of the story… Like bye he really became so irrelevantt 😂😭
5 whole volumes since we’ve last seen Nachi … I’m crine—😭
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January 20, 2026 at 12:04 AM
5 whole volumes since we’ve last seen Nachi … I’m crine—😭
I dunno if I’ll post the finished version of this because I don’t like how I colored it so far and it looks horrible … 😭
but here‘s the sketch progress pic 🥰 ugh he’s so… CUTE—!!!
but here‘s the sketch progress pic 🥰 ugh he’s so… CUTE—!!!
January 19, 2026 at 12:53 AM
I dunno if I’ll post the finished version of this because I don’t like how I colored it so far and it looks horrible … 😭
but here‘s the sketch progress pic 🥰 ugh he’s so… CUTE—!!!
but here‘s the sketch progress pic 🥰 ugh he’s so… CUTE—!!!
This is the beginning part of it 💛
January 19, 2026 at 12:42 AM
This is the beginning part of it 💛
Writing a short fic about Harutaka becoming many tiny chibi versions of him… 🤭
January 19, 2026 at 12:38 AM
Writing a short fic about Harutaka becoming many tiny chibi versions of him… 🤭
Headcanon:
It’s evident that Aoki is really comfortable in teasing and touching Harutaka when they’re alone, but in public he‘s quite shy whenever they show affection for each other. Even if they hold hands or hug Aoki might go quiet because he’s internally flustered ? 😆
It’s evident that Aoki is really comfortable in teasing and touching Harutaka when they’re alone, but in public he‘s quite shy whenever they show affection for each other. Even if they hold hands or hug Aoki might go quiet because he’s internally flustered ? 😆
January 16, 2026 at 12:32 AM
Headcanon:
It’s evident that Aoki is really comfortable in teasing and touching Harutaka when they’re alone, but in public he‘s quite shy whenever they show affection for each other. Even if they hold hands or hug Aoki might go quiet because he’s internally flustered ? 😆
It’s evident that Aoki is really comfortable in teasing and touching Harutaka when they’re alone, but in public he‘s quite shy whenever they show affection for each other. Even if they hold hands or hug Aoki might go quiet because he’s internally flustered ? 😆
Obsessed with them
January 16, 2026 at 12:20 AM
Obsessed with them
So embarrassed I’m gonna go on priv now
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January 11, 2026 at 4:33 PM
So embarrassed I’m gonna go on priv now
Reposted by harimau
THESE ARTWORKS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL I HAVE NO WORDS AAAA AAAA AAAA HARUTAKA AND AOKI-SENPAI THEY LOOK SO GORGEOUS WITH THOSE SOFT COLORS ?!?!!! UGHHHH THEY’RE SO ELEGANT AAAAA WHAT A POWER COUPLE 😵🪦😭😭🥹💛💛👏👏✨✨💛😩😩😩🤯💥
“Carrying what has been. Facing what comes next.” OUUUUUUUUUU A MOTTO I SEE, I SEE
“Carrying what has been. Facing what comes next.” OUUUUUUUUUU A MOTTO I SEE, I SEE
January 11, 2026 at 8:06 AM
THESE ARTWORKS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL I HAVE NO WORDS AAAA AAAA AAAA HARUTAKA AND AOKI-SENPAI THEY LOOK SO GORGEOUS WITH THOSE SOFT COLORS ?!?!!! UGHHHH THEY’RE SO ELEGANT AAAAA WHAT A POWER COUPLE 😵🪦😭😭🥹💛💛👏👏✨✨💛😩😩😩🤯💥
“Carrying what has been. Facing what comes next.” OUUUUUUUUUU A MOTTO I SEE, I SEE
“Carrying what has been. Facing what comes next.” OUUUUUUUUUU A MOTTO I SEE, I SEE
The concept of my “New Years“ post not being New Years themed whatsoever
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December 31, 2025 at 1:46 PM
The concept of my “New Years“ post not being New Years themed whatsoever
Reposted by harimau
😭😭😭✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼 TS SO FUNNYYYY
December 31, 2025 at 1:42 PM
😭😭😭✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼 TS SO FUNNYYYY
Reposted by harimau
December 25, 2025 at 2:24 PM
I really can’t wait to see the cover of volume 7 🫣
December 26, 2025 at 5:58 AM
I really can’t wait to see the cover of volume 7 🫣
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そのうち手直ししたいけどしないだろうなみたいな…やつ
December 19, 2025 at 10:03 AM
そのうち手直ししたいけどしないだろうなみたいな…やつ