Who knew such a good song is hiding in plain sight, masquerading in Eurovision 2009?! Listened to this six times in a row. LOVE IT!!! Any other ESC2009 gems I should be aware of?!
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After spending a total of 0 seconds opening my Valentine's cards (Ha!), I'm going to make a curry. It's probably about as spicy as things are going to get for me today. It's also a good excuse to use up the veg in my fridge. I might wear only my apron for the thrill too...

My sense of humour has returned and now I can laugh at how nuts the last two months have been. Thank God I can laugh at myself!

Got that horrible feeling in my stomach. A nervous emptiness that hurts. God, I wish this would just stop now.

Was I mad to still send him a Valentine's card? I took a risk, guilty as charged 👨‍⚖️

I'm not sure I could've got through the day without Jane McDonald's guide to navigating a buffet 😂😂😂
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Tears before bedtime. Sigh.

@doctornerdlove.com I'm two days after "uncoupling" with a wonderful guy. I miss his inane, lovely, funny messages. We were a union of two geeks who laughed and I could be my romantic self with him. The time wasn't right for him, but it was for me. How do I get through these difficult early days?

@lonelygay.bsky.social Tell me about your cats. They'll make me feel happier 🐈‍⬛

Thought I was doing well today, until I spent half an hour on his socials, pining for something that's now gone. Every time I open WhatsApp his face appears in the list of messages, which hurts. But I don't want to block him and lose all the messages, videos, photos and voice notes.

First full day without him in my life. I miss his presence. I miss his contact. I miss his messages. I miss the expectation of his messages. Believe it or not, I'm doing better than I thought I would be right now.

I can't stop thinking about him.

It still hurts like Hell.

10 bonus points to the first person who can find me a gay man who wants to be more than "just friends"