I need to disconnect sorry

hmm… maybe I should start drinking again

I haven’t felt pretty in a while but here’s a few pictures of the last time I did

I think I should give in and the skinny era has to return. I just can’t keep up anymore I’m so tired

I try my best to gain weight by eating and attempting to even overeat for nothing. just so every other day I can stay in bed unable to move for 14 hours without drinking or eating. I’m never going to hit my goals. why can’t I be happy? why can’t I at least get out of bed like everybody else?

my mental health has been not good lately

I can’t do injections without taking at least an hour and despite my best efforts having a mental breakdown

day 2 of double-dosing progesterone: hungry

some quick photos of my outfit for the work bowling party !

i hate how estrogen gave me the most intense tummy butterflies

LIKE I NEED PHYSICAL TOUCH NOW

i’m starting my second cycle of prog this saturday and since last cycle I didn’t notice any changes we are going 200mg. whatever happens after, just remember me for the adjusted human I once was. surely this will cause some “effects” 😵‍💫

once I find the time to go through my twitter follower list and find everyone who also has a bsky we are so back

!!!!!

hii I have arrived here I am (these are old but that’s ok)