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hi i use this place to bitch and cry bc i feel bad about subjecting my friends to my life and i want them to think i am the happy and supportive friend all of the time yay!
i dont vague my friends so pls don't assume anything is about you if we're friends! love and peace!
i dont vague my friends so pls don't assume anything is about you if we're friends! love and peace!
pov i didnt realize our ground beef for the week wasnt put away when i bought it so now i have to throw it out and i just screwed myself out of $15 of meat. ok
January 11, 2026 at 12:42 PM
pov i didnt realize our ground beef for the week wasnt put away when i bought it so now i have to throw it out and i just screwed myself out of $15 of meat. ok
(tapping the "EDAN IS A STALKER AND IS ACTIVELY MAKING CALLUMS LIFE MISERABLE" sign)
January 11, 2026 at 9:45 AM
(tapping the "EDAN IS A STALKER AND IS ACTIVELY MAKING CALLUMS LIFE MISERABLE" sign)
tbh ive been second guessing getting a partial oophorectomy and maybe getting a full one in the future but id have to be CONSISTENT on my testosterone and id need to be in a place where theres no risk of my prescription being outlawed bc lol
January 11, 2026 at 6:28 AM
tbh ive been second guessing getting a partial oophorectomy and maybe getting a full one in the future but id have to be CONSISTENT on my testosterone and id need to be in a place where theres no risk of my prescription being outlawed bc lol
cramps leveling me for the entire fucking night bc im nearing week 4 of my period and its gonna get heavy again. i need this done and over with. it is genuinely driving me insane and i am so tired from constantly bleeding
January 11, 2026 at 6:23 AM
cramps leveling me for the entire fucking night bc im nearing week 4 of my period and its gonna get heavy again. i need this done and over with. it is genuinely driving me insane and i am so tired from constantly bleeding
could not sleep i dont want to go to work today
January 10, 2026 at 4:07 PM
could not sleep i dont want to go to work today
MY PERIOD HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR SO LONG THAT IT RESTARTED BRO… COME ON
January 10, 2026 at 2:54 AM
MY PERIOD HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR SO LONG THAT IT RESTARTED BRO… COME ON
I have so many tasks i have to do before i am bedridden and forbidden from doing chores for 6 weeks
January 9, 2026 at 10:52 AM
I have so many tasks i have to do before i am bedridden and forbidden from doing chores for 6 weeks
i dont wanna be useless and have to shift everything onto my bf i already feel miserable enough on my low spoon / mental health days … he works so hard all the time …. I want to cry
January 9, 2026 at 10:14 AM
i dont wanna be useless and have to shift everything onto my bf i already feel miserable enough on my low spoon / mental health days … he works so hard all the time …. I want to cry
ppl saying their doctors wouldnt let them drive for 2 weeks and that makes me nervous. maybe i can look into bus routes for groceries and stuff but benny will have to do cart pushing / heavy lifting bc i cant hold anything over 10lb
additionally grateful that my mom is flying out to transport me to/from and stick around for a couple days during the worst of my recovery because im going to be Useless.
January 9, 2026 at 9:34 AM
ppl saying their doctors wouldnt let them drive for 2 weeks and that makes me nervous. maybe i can look into bus routes for groceries and stuff but benny will have to do cart pushing / heavy lifting bc i cant hold anything over 10lb
I fear my family trip in April is my “I have to hold the handrail Alphinaud needs me” moment to the point that I am tunnelvisioning on it and once its over i will be emotionally devastated
January 9, 2026 at 8:43 AM
I fear my family trip in April is my “I have to hold the handrail Alphinaud needs me” moment to the point that I am tunnelvisioning on it and once its over i will be emotionally devastated
still reeling. i dont have to worry about going into debt or borrowing money for my surgery. 2 more weeks and this nightmare will be over. im so grateful
January 9, 2026 at 7:45 AM
still reeling. i dont have to worry about going into debt or borrowing money for my surgery. 2 more weeks and this nightmare will be over. im so grateful
was so close to genuinely crashing out today. im mad
January 9, 2026 at 4:18 AM
was so close to genuinely crashing out today. im mad
My boyfriend so nice to me (legendary blind box pull)
January 8, 2026 at 2:16 AM
My boyfriend so nice to me (legendary blind box pull)
im going to bawl my eyes out. /pos
January 7, 2026 at 7:35 PM
im going to bawl my eyes out. /pos
I sell stuff and i use it for my upcoming yearly expenses (yearly phone bill, sams for gas etc) and vaccinations and maybe a small nest egg put aside in case i dont get 100% salary equivalent on STD
January 7, 2026 at 11:25 AM
I sell stuff and i use it for my upcoming yearly expenses (yearly phone bill, sams for gas etc) and vaccinations and maybe a small nest egg put aside in case i dont get 100% salary equivalent on STD
Full time hours would fix me. An additional raise would be even better. Please
January 7, 2026 at 11:19 AM
Full time hours would fix me. An additional raise would be even better. Please
AHHHHHHHH IM SO STRESSED ABOUT MONEY I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT
January 7, 2026 at 11:12 AM
AHHHHHHHH IM SO STRESSED ABOUT MONEY I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT
gonna sort through games to sell to my local retro game store tomorrow yay money. ❤️ i know im gonna get ripped off but i need the money.
January 7, 2026 at 3:03 AM
gonna sort through games to sell to my local retro game store tomorrow yay money. ❤️ i know im gonna get ripped off but i need the money.
my parents are still kinda weirded out / reluctant about me having surgery but like … sorry but im not having kids and im not going to continue having health issues just bc you want grandkids. and even if i did want kids there are other ways rather than me suffering through endometriosis + cysts
January 6, 2026 at 3:27 PM
my parents are still kinda weirded out / reluctant about me having surgery but like … sorry but im not having kids and im not going to continue having health issues just bc you want grandkids. and even if i did want kids there are other ways rather than me suffering through endometriosis + cysts
i have a phone interview for a full time position at another branch??????? is this real rn …
January 6, 2026 at 3:13 PM
i have a phone interview for a full time position at another branch??????? is this real rn …
people are so nice to me. i am 2 seconds away from just bawling my eyes out
January 6, 2026 at 8:35 AM
people are so nice to me. i am 2 seconds away from just bawling my eyes out
im highly considering just selling some high value games i own that are collecting dust to a game store just to get cash even if i take like a 50% loss on the value. i think never having my period again is a worthy trade for games i dont think about
January 6, 2026 at 7:23 AM
im highly considering just selling some high value games i own that are collecting dust to a game store just to get cash even if i take like a 50% loss on the value. i think never having my period again is a worthy trade for games i dont think about
i need to turn my brain off
January 6, 2026 at 6:16 AM
i need to turn my brain off
my relief of having my surgery scheduled is now filled with the dread of "how am i going to pay my bills if my short term disability only pays 65% of my paycheck"
January 6, 2026 at 5:04 AM
my relief of having my surgery scheduled is now filled with the dread of "how am i going to pay my bills if my short term disability only pays 65% of my paycheck"
i need that catboy in heat
January 5, 2026 at 12:52 PM
i need that catboy in heat