Helz 🍉
@helzbelzz.bsky.social
Trying to get by in this crazy world. Service dog user with epilepsy and BPD ✨
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Helz 🍉
@helzbelzz.bsky.social
· Nov 16
hi! my name is helz, i’m 26 and have epilepsy, bpd and have struggled with my mental health the majority of my life. I have a service dog named louis, i love animals, pretty sunsets and the night sky 💫
went over a year without a tonic clonic seizure, and now i’ve had two big ones in 10 days???
April 14, 2025 at 1:16 PM
went over a year without a tonic clonic seizure, and now i’ve had two big ones in 10 days???
got to a year free of tonic clonic last month, only to have a clock reset today 💔
April 3, 2025 at 4:32 PM
got to a year free of tonic clonic last month, only to have a clock reset today 💔
so seeing as no one i know irl follows me imma say it here. I miss James, I WISH i left my abusive ex for him, I miss George, i miss sm of the leighton boys
April 3, 2025 at 7:18 AM
so seeing as no one i know irl follows me imma say it here. I miss James, I WISH i left my abusive ex for him, I miss George, i miss sm of the leighton boys
head is such a mess about past relationships these days, i really wish i could turn back time and change them all
April 3, 2025 at 7:10 AM
head is such a mess about past relationships these days, i really wish i could turn back time and change them all
if a biscuit / cookie / muffin etc says it’s triple chocolate, i expect there to be triple chocolate chunks in it that should be the law
March 27, 2025 at 8:08 AM
if a biscuit / cookie / muffin etc says it’s triple chocolate, i expect there to be triple chocolate chunks in it that should be the law
but at least i have this little fella to calm me down and cheer me up 🥰
March 24, 2025 at 1:10 PM
but at least i have this little fella to calm me down and cheer me up 🥰
i can’t lie, i really hate my birthday week
March 24, 2025 at 12:50 PM
i can’t lie, i really hate my birthday week
and it seems the seizure clock has re set its self
March 20, 2025 at 12:43 PM
and it seems the seizure clock has re set its self
this world gets more terrifying every day
March 20, 2025 at 10:08 AM
this world gets more terrifying every day
hey remember when we all stormed area 51
March 14, 2025 at 6:26 PM
hey remember when we all stormed area 51
if you want more disabled people to work, how about making more work accessible to disabled people?
March 8, 2025 at 5:51 PM
if you want more disabled people to work, how about making more work accessible to disabled people?
Anyway i couldn’t get a picture, but the stars were so beautiful last night, they never fail to amaze me
February 26, 2025 at 12:58 PM
Anyway i couldn’t get a picture, but the stars were so beautiful last night, they never fail to amaze me
applying for jobs and going to open days is exhausting enough, so to not hear anything back makes me wonder why to bother with it in the first place (but i am desperate for a job please)
February 26, 2025 at 12:51 PM
applying for jobs and going to open days is exhausting enough, so to not hear anything back makes me wonder why to bother with it in the first place (but i am desperate for a job please)
not sure if i’m having withdrawals from coming off zonisamide or im coming down with something but i feel rough
February 16, 2025 at 12:27 PM
not sure if i’m having withdrawals from coming off zonisamide or im coming down with something but i feel rough
All one needs is a good nights sleep
February 16, 2025 at 8:12 AM
All one needs is a good nights sleep
anyone know what it’s like to not be fatigued 24/7?
February 5, 2025 at 11:03 AM
anyone know what it’s like to not be fatigued 24/7?
neurologist is letting me come off zonisamide, and upping the lamotrigine!! here’s to no stroppy helz (hopefully)
January 28, 2025 at 1:58 PM
neurologist is letting me come off zonisamide, and upping the lamotrigine!! here’s to no stroppy helz (hopefully)
dog ran off yesterday and today i’ve been kicked by a horse and lost my phone for most of the morning, so if bad luck comes in threes i’m done
January 24, 2025 at 2:27 PM
dog ran off yesterday and today i’ve been kicked by a horse and lost my phone for most of the morning, so if bad luck comes in threes i’m done
Ability dogs for young people, the charity i have to thank for louis, are on the bbc one show tonight! Showing off their cute puppers, what they do and how they do it! Tune in if you like seeing dogs on your tv screen 🐶
January 23, 2025 at 5:26 PM
Ability dogs for young people, the charity i have to thank for louis, are on the bbc one show tonight! Showing off their cute puppers, what they do and how they do it! Tune in if you like seeing dogs on your tv screen 🐶
cinnamon whirls make me so happy
January 21, 2025 at 2:59 PM
cinnamon whirls make me so happy
once i saw a tweet saying that you miss the feelings not the person, i felt so much better about my exes and old friends
January 18, 2025 at 11:24 AM
once i saw a tweet saying that you miss the feelings not the person, i felt so much better about my exes and old friends
do i have a headache cause i’m on a medication or do i have a headache because im reducing the dose of the medication?? stay tuned
January 16, 2025 at 8:26 AM
do i have a headache cause i’m on a medication or do i have a headache because im reducing the dose of the medication?? stay tuned
everyone say happy birthday louis!!
January 9, 2025 at 8:28 AM
everyone say happy birthday louis!!
well it’s a bit bloody nippy today
January 2, 2025 at 8:09 AM
well it’s a bit bloody nippy today