The only thing I really miss about pre-HRT is being able to produce cum. I LOVE cum, and I hate that I'm basically dry now when I climax.

I feel much better about my junk since I was able to change the way I look at it from "Guy dick that's shrinking on estrogen" to "A hot girldick that needs a tight hole"

Okay so twice in the past couple of weeks I've gotten into my toy drawer. Before that it'd been like a year. Need to get into the routine of stuffing my ass more, and giving this girldick a real workout.

I need to find some one-piece swimsuits, but my too-long torso means I end up feeling like it's gonna cut me in half.

Finally broke my dry spell, and managed to motivate myself to play with some toys last night for the first time in, well, over a year I guess?

My image problem in a nutshell.

How people see me 99% of the time vs how I want to be seen at least 50% of the time.

Collar me, tell me what to do, tell me I'm a good girl when I comply.

So I want to do more IRL posts, but since my egg cracked I just can't deal with the sight of my body. Gonna have to get over that.

I need to be better about expressing my sexuality, especially because I'm trying to come into my transfemme identity. So, I'm here. I'm always open to encouragement.