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@hereticinhell.bsky.social
· Dec 2
I do not care that this is cringey. I just need an outlet
Marks on my body fade too fast my body too good at healing this is so fucked up
February 9, 2026 at 2:56 AM
Marks on my body fade too fast my body too good at healing this is so fucked up
Crashing out this morning and asking my partner if I’m scary or being like my dad and they said no they were just sad I was struggling :( bwehwbehwbweh I love them so much
February 8, 2026 at 5:12 PM
Crashing out this morning and asking my partner if I’m scary or being like my dad and they said no they were just sad I was struggling :( bwehwbehwbweh I love them so much
Going from wanting to blow my head off to wanting to get blown, give head, and get off
February 8, 2026 at 1:12 AM
Going from wanting to blow my head off to wanting to get blown, give head, and get off
I probably have some sort of mood disorder I just want to feel good
February 7, 2026 at 2:05 AM
I probably have some sort of mood disorder I just want to feel good
I feel like I spend all of my time just waiting now and I’m so tired
February 7, 2026 at 1:58 AM
I feel like I spend all of my time just waiting now and I’m so tired
People talk about high and lows on pills but I feel like shots have me wayyyyyy less regulated and tbh feeling like less of a woman. I miss the person I was a year ago I wish I could be her again
February 7, 2026 at 1:57 AM
People talk about high and lows on pills but I feel like shots have me wayyyyyy less regulated and tbh feeling like less of a woman. I miss the person I was a year ago I wish I could be her again
I can’t even FUCKING cry anymore
February 7, 2026 at 1:56 AM
I can’t even FUCKING cry anymore
I feel the most dysphoric that I have in months my hairline is receding my body hair is growing in faster and thicker this is hell kill kill kill kill
February 7, 2026 at 1:44 AM
I feel the most dysphoric that I have in months my hairline is receding my body hair is growing in faster and thicker this is hell kill kill kill kill
I HATE BEING EMOTIONALLY INTELLIGENT AND CONSTANTLY HAVING YO BE THE BIGGER PERSON. EVEN WHEN ITS WITH MYSELF. SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA CRASH OUT WHAT THE FUCK
February 7, 2026 at 1:43 AM
I HATE BEING EMOTIONALLY INTELLIGENT AND CONSTANTLY HAVING YO BE THE BIGGER PERSON. EVEN WHEN ITS WITH MYSELF. SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA CRASH OUT WHAT THE FUCK
Brain that loves me knows I feel bad and that I will not feel bad but shadow brain said what if sad anyways ;~; everyone wanna try to fix me and fix all my problems and I’m frustrated. Sometimes I just wanna wallow a little and it’s okay
February 7, 2026 at 1:38 AM
Brain that loves me knows I feel bad and that I will not feel bad but shadow brain said what if sad anyways ;~; everyone wanna try to fix me and fix all my problems and I’m frustrated. Sometimes I just wanna wallow a little and it’s okay
Consequence free action please.
February 7, 2026 at 1:37 AM
Consequence free action please.
It is really cool being liked for me and not just for the functions that I provide :3 I think I’m a really good partner/girlfriend/lover but it’s cool to be liked as myself also
February 6, 2026 at 5:05 PM
It is really cool being liked for me and not just for the functions that I provide :3 I think I’m a really good partner/girlfriend/lover but it’s cool to be liked as myself also
I’ve just got so much anxiety in my little body ;-; what the heck
February 5, 2026 at 10:54 PM
I’ve just got so much anxiety in my little body ;-; what the heck
I’m damaged but not in the way that everybody asserts that I am. I’m damaged in my own unique way
February 5, 2026 at 10:50 PM
I’m damaged but not in the way that everybody asserts that I am. I’m damaged in my own unique way
I keep reaching for you but you’re not there
February 5, 2026 at 10:41 PM
I keep reaching for you but you’re not there
Sleep you need sleep you need to sleep you need consistent and regular sleep
February 5, 2026 at 10:25 PM
Sleep you need sleep you need to sleep you need consistent and regular sleep
Getting rocked by the waves
February 5, 2026 at 10:21 PM
Getting rocked by the waves
I am determined to love in a way that matters despite the fact that this is an impossible task
February 5, 2026 at 9:47 PM
I am determined to love in a way that matters despite the fact that this is an impossible task
Oh I need the thing to kill me
February 5, 2026 at 9:44 PM
Oh I need the thing to kill me
Some song I was listening to sampled a fucking TASER and I got HARD and I’m slamming my head against my desk
February 5, 2026 at 8:43 PM
Some song I was listening to sampled a fucking TASER and I got HARD and I’m slamming my head against my desk
There’s a genre of person that I cannot fucking STAND and it’s “person who wasn’t bullied but hates themselves and prevents themselves from connecting with others, then blames and resents other people for it” and it’s incredibly frustrating. I think AJR makes music for these people.
February 4, 2026 at 2:14 AM
There’s a genre of person that I cannot fucking STAND and it’s “person who wasn’t bullied but hates themselves and prevents themselves from connecting with others, then blames and resents other people for it” and it’s incredibly frustrating. I think AJR makes music for these people.