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👻 Psychic-Occultist 🏆 Cancer Survivor & Extreme Weight Loss Champion 💪 Disabled: Living with Intestinal Failure, hEDS, Dysautonomia 🎨 Artist & Writer 🥄 Also posts about health & personal life.
As soon as I set my phone down and closed my eyes, there was a thump on the bottom of my mattress. (Daisy is in the living room.) This has happened quite a few times lately.
December 23, 2025 at 4:18 AM
On the cusp of sleep again and I just "touched" the past: A moment when I was wailing, probably 2019.
December 23, 2025 at 4:16 AM
On the cusp of sleep and I had a flash of being "Trump"—John Malkovich sorta moment. I did not like it. I loathe that man. But, on the bright side, he was not doing well. He was stressed, sweating, and pulling at his collar (pulling autocorrected to puking). That was it. That was the flash.
December 23, 2025 at 4:00 AM
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#Rune #Symbolism: Ehwaz
Horses, Two Horses
"Friendship is Magic!"

🐎 Tarot: ♊ The Lovers

🐴 Keywords: Divine Twins, Sacred Union, Marriage, "and", Teamwork, CO-OP, Friendship, Communication, Movement, Trust (Self & Other), Loyalty, Harmony, Earth aspires♐ towards Heaven🌈
December 15, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Trying to fall asleep when I am startled by a tap in the room with me.

Am back to posting on "the other place," and I think that's where I will do my channeling from now on. Like I said, it's like posting into the void here. But I will continue to use this account for these types of posts + health.
December 22, 2025 at 4:48 AM
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#Gematria 67 = zAYIN = ♊ The Twins aka The Lovers (#tarot) Connecting Binah with Tiphareth.

Picture 2: Eight Crazy Nights, showcasing a pair of fraternal twins who are "67 years old"
December 15, 2025 at 8:33 PM
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December 15, 2025 at 8:30 PM
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#Rune #Symbolism: Berkano
Birch Goddess
👶 "Coming into Being"

Tarot: The Empress, The Sun

Keywords: Behind-the-Scenes Work, the Protective and Ready Womb, Maternal Sanctuary, Secrecy/Concealment, Dependence, Gardening, Binah, Decay/Rebirth, Contain/Release, Maturing Wisdom
a pregnant woman is standing in front of stairs holding her belly .
ALT: a pregnant woman is standing in front of stairs holding her belly .
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December 15, 2025 at 8:30 PM
It keeps happening. I do not like this sensation. I can't keep guzzling water, though, because my guts are angry and starting to spasm. So, I am sitting upright in bed with the lights back on. I want to sleep so bad, but I keep feeling seizure activity.
December 21, 2025 at 5:55 AM
...am okay for now, but not if that happens again. I am going to try to calm my body down now and attempt sleep.
December 21, 2025 at 5:45 AM
Terrifying head rush and seizure as I was going to leave the living room to go to bed. My phone was at 3%, and the charger was in the bedroom. So, I chugged some water because I began overheating, grabbed my headache pillow from the freezer, and made it to the charger in my bedroom.

I think I...
December 21, 2025 at 5:45 AM
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November 22, 2025 at 2:30 PM
Alexa glitching out over "time." I don't like how they have gotten rid of my ability to play back audio history.
December 17, 2025 at 2:14 PM
...my bloody gauze and dangle it in front of the dolls, wickedly saying, "Here's a blood offering for ya!"

🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️
December 16, 2025 at 5:57 PM
...just waiting for a notification stating that they've uploaded the radiology report.

But I have a twisted sense of humor. I kept suppressing the urge to laugh during the MRI because I kept having intrusive and obnoxious thoughts pop into my head. And then I get back here, and I rip off...
December 16, 2025 at 5:57 PM
(...because it is distinct from merely being bloated. I am inflamed and filled with air and free fluid/ascites). The ladies remarked on how tiny I was. Haven't heard that in a while (again, because I am almost ALWAYS distended). I was able to lay flat and relatively still throughout. Now I am...
December 16, 2025 at 5:57 PM
It was nice to finally not wake up looking like I am six months pregnant. That is incredibly painful to have to deal with EVERY DAY. And it causes the terrifying spasms I experience (but I can have them when I am not distended, although only if I have recently "deflated"—and I say distended,...)
December 16, 2025 at 5:57 PM