Null :: Off Duty
@hexc-de.bsky.social
Out of streamer mode!
28 - British - Out of Shits to give
28 - British - Out of Shits to give
i've been applying myself more to the irl world and man i love being around people, im just so socially awkward due to the fact ive been living the introvert life for so long
July 29, 2025 at 9:58 PM
i've been applying myself more to the irl world and man i love being around people, im just so socially awkward due to the fact ive been living the introvert life for so long
maybe I'll do a little DID, introductory post sometime soon, i think, it might be a good way to feel comfortable yapping about it again, i used to be so open about it and at some point i just got shy
March 3, 2025 at 2:54 PM
maybe I'll do a little DID, introductory post sometime soon, i think, it might be a good way to feel comfortable yapping about it again, i used to be so open about it and at some point i just got shy
thats where some of my mental improvement is, just 2 'people' trying to be one functional entity vs like the 100 that it was before. I know its not the major sense of my improvement but just, food for thought. IDK I'm having a personal little ramble yap,
March 3, 2025 at 2:54 PM
thats where some of my mental improvement is, just 2 'people' trying to be one functional entity vs like the 100 that it was before. I know its not the major sense of my improvement but just, food for thought. IDK I'm having a personal little ramble yap,
a mindset where normally my brain doesnt stop and I hear the mental input from SO many voices in my head to just silence and the occasional smug remark from the only person who internally seems to exist.
I'm not like upset or anything with my brain working how it does but it makes me wonder if
I'm not like upset or anything with my brain working how it does but it makes me wonder if
March 3, 2025 at 2:54 PM
a mindset where normally my brain doesnt stop and I hear the mental input from SO many voices in my head to just silence and the occasional smug remark from the only person who internally seems to exist.
I'm not like upset or anything with my brain working how it does but it makes me wonder if
I'm not like upset or anything with my brain working how it does but it makes me wonder if
when I try, so maybe using this as an outlet is a good first step forwards. This time last year i was in the 100's alters wise. Recently its just me (dog/Null) and Wynn, with a rare appearance from a 3rd or forth, but in regards to consistency. Me and Wynn, its scary, going from
March 3, 2025 at 2:54 PM
when I try, so maybe using this as an outlet is a good first step forwards. This time last year i was in the 100's alters wise. Recently its just me (dog/Null) and Wynn, with a rare appearance from a 3rd or forth, but in regards to consistency. Me and Wynn, its scary, going from
Like holy cow people really dont know how their own disabilities can actually be effecting them, makes me wonder how it is for the content creator behind closed doors if they think theyre thriving with adhd rn
February 13, 2025 at 11:15 PM
Like holy cow people really dont know how their own disabilities can actually be effecting them, makes me wonder how it is for the content creator behind closed doors if they think theyre thriving with adhd rn
Even when its a productive thing? God only knows every actual need leaves my brain, showering? No because i need to stay in the zone. Eating? No cause i need to stay in the zone
Adhd is so fucked up in the way it can be
“Gets nothing done feeling guilty” and “gets everything done at cost of needs”
Adhd is so fucked up in the way it can be
“Gets nothing done feeling guilty” and “gets everything done at cost of needs”
February 13, 2025 at 11:15 PM
Even when its a productive thing? God only knows every actual need leaves my brain, showering? No because i need to stay in the zone. Eating? No cause i need to stay in the zone
Adhd is so fucked up in the way it can be
“Gets nothing done feeling guilty” and “gets everything done at cost of needs”
Adhd is so fucked up in the way it can be
“Gets nothing done feeling guilty” and “gets everything done at cost of needs”
Just wait until they find out that adhd works in the opposite way too and can make you feel like you are being productive until it pushes you into severe burnout and depression
I make jokes that my adhd/autism work hand in hand cause sometimes they do, but when they hyper focus on a task together
I make jokes that my adhd/autism work hand in hand cause sometimes they do, but when they hyper focus on a task together
February 13, 2025 at 11:15 PM
Just wait until they find out that adhd works in the opposite way too and can make you feel like you are being productive until it pushes you into severe burnout and depression
I make jokes that my adhd/autism work hand in hand cause sometimes they do, but when they hyper focus on a task together
I make jokes that my adhd/autism work hand in hand cause sometimes they do, but when they hyper focus on a task together
we've had 40~ people join so far so more the merrier >:3
February 5, 2025 at 5:11 PM
we've had 40~ people join so far so more the merrier >:3
which is know isnt the case but GAUGH, gotta get over my social anxiety
February 5, 2025 at 5:10 PM
which is know isnt the case but GAUGH, gotta get over my social anxiety