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and then there are days when sleeping is the hardest. the fight of muscle against world becomes so constant, that surrendering to slumber doesn't promise nearly enough relief. these are times when hands feel nothing but empty
February 1, 2026 at 1:07 AM
and then there are days when sleeping is the hardest. the fight of muscle against world becomes so constant, that surrendering to slumber doesn't promise nearly enough relief. these are times when hands feel nothing but empty
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i'm pretty sure i'm worthless if i can't be of service
January 31, 2026 at 7:36 PM
i'm pretty sure i'm worthless if i can't be of service
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oh god, please save me from the mess that i've become / i try my hardest not to break down, but in the end my fear has won
January 31, 2026 at 8:25 PM
oh god, please save me from the mess that i've become / i try my hardest not to break down, but in the end my fear has won
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Love me-love me-love me, more, than you possibly can. It's not that complicated, no matter what they say, you'll never meet another me.
January 31, 2026 at 9:35 PM
Love me-love me-love me, more, than you possibly can. It's not that complicated, no matter what they say, you'll never meet another me.
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There’s a little girl in my head and she screams “unloved! unloved! unloved!” every moment of my life
January 30, 2026 at 11:07 PM
There’s a little girl in my head and she screams “unloved! unloved! unloved!” every moment of my life
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January 30, 2026 at 11:34 PM
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i'll wait for you, i promise you, i will
January 30, 2026 at 12:36 PM
i'll wait for you, i promise you, i will
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but i'm losing myself， and i'm afraid you're gonna lose me too.
January 30, 2026 at 2:06 PM
but i'm losing myself， and i'm afraid you're gonna lose me too.
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oh please, don't ackowledge the fact i'm losing my mind over here.
January 30, 2026 at 4:36 AM
oh please, don't ackowledge the fact i'm losing my mind over here.
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i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy
January 30, 2026 at 3:37 AM
i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy
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dear， i'm here， don't you want me any more?
January 30, 2026 at 2:36 AM
dear， i'm here， don't you want me any more?
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all i want is you now
all i wanna do now
is wait for you to call me
baby i’m so sorry
do you wanna hurt me
are you gonna hurt me
please don’t desert me
please don’t desert me
all i wanna do now
is wait for you to call me
baby i’m so sorry
do you wanna hurt me
are you gonna hurt me
please don’t desert me
please don’t desert me
January 30, 2026 at 1:35 AM
all i want is you now
all i wanna do now
is wait for you to call me
baby i’m so sorry
do you wanna hurt me
are you gonna hurt me
please don’t desert me
please don’t desert me
all i wanna do now
is wait for you to call me
baby i’m so sorry
do you wanna hurt me
are you gonna hurt me
please don’t desert me
please don’t desert me
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a period of emptiness. everything feels so shallow. even happiness is dull. maybe everything would be better if nothing existed.
January 29, 2026 at 7:36 PM
a period of emptiness. everything feels so shallow. even happiness is dull. maybe everything would be better if nothing existed.
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i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy
January 29, 2026 at 2:35 PM
i go to bed. i am consumed by overwhelming loneliness. i stare at the ceiling. i long for something i can’t name. i question if i’m real. i see a funny little meme on my phone and laugh hysterically for several minutes. i get too invested in an unrealistic fantasy
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My life is a mess right now and I compulsively take care of other people when I don’t know how to take care of myself.
January 29, 2026 at 5:06 PM
My life is a mess right now and I compulsively take care of other people when I don’t know how to take care of myself.
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and no matter how sad i am, i'll try to make you happy.
January 29, 2026 at 6:06 PM
and no matter how sad i am, i'll try to make you happy.
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i want you to stay here， forever. if you ever need help， just tell me. i may not be graceful... but i'll be there to protect you.
January 28, 2026 at 11:36 PM
i want you to stay here， forever. if you ever need help， just tell me. i may not be graceful... but i'll be there to protect you.
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you... you're the biggest idiot i've ever seen. but... you make me feel safe.
January 27, 2026 at 4:02 PM
you... you're the biggest idiot i've ever seen. but... you make me feel safe.
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i just wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling.
January 27, 2026 at 5:05 PM
i just wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling.
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breakdowns don't necessarily mean crying. most of the time it's you blankly staring somewhere and not having the energy to continue doing whatever it is you're doing
January 27, 2026 at 8:32 AM
breakdowns don't necessarily mean crying. most of the time it's you blankly staring somewhere and not having the energy to continue doing whatever it is you're doing
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your arms feel more like home than any house ever did
January 27, 2026 at 4:17 AM
your arms feel more like home than any house ever did
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i can't be a giver anymore. i want to be loved‚ nourished‚ taken care of‚ spoiled and prioritized. not just by words‚ by actions too.
January 27, 2026 at 3:43 AM
i can't be a giver anymore. i want to be loved‚ nourished‚ taken care of‚ spoiled and prioritized. not just by words‚ by actions too.
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can we wander for a spell, and live in parallel? 'cause now i know it's true, i'll be like you; my heart beats a rhythm just for you
January 27, 2026 at 1:07 AM
can we wander for a spell, and live in parallel? 'cause now i know it's true, i'll be like you; my heart beats a rhythm just for you