surprised that cosmic by red velvet isn't in my top 5 though i listen to it religiously

as always it's song i'm obsessed w; song i sleep to; other song i'm obsessed w; OTHER other song i'm obsessed w; and song i'm not obsessed w but never skip

😭😭

ALSO LMAO

if it's a lie n then she messaged me all like "i thought i messaged you" when she did not, in fact, message me n this isn't the first time she's done it... tl;dr i need friends my age lmao

for literally two weeks w/o saying anything to me n i asked her if we were still on that night n she didn't look at my message for over a week so i'm like yeah i'm not chasing ppl around when they invite me out n i get that she has kids but it takes 30 seconds to say hey my kid is sick or smth even

i was asking her not to tell but this other friend has a history of repeating things i say to the people involved so it feels like a trust issue so that's why i don't talk to that friend anymore; i don't talk to apt building friend anymore bc she invited me out a few weeks ago n then went ghost

lmfaooo so my friend who i worked w at the apt building a couple years ago is in a relationship w a loser who refuses to deal w his vertigo so he can go back to work, so i vented to my other friend abt it n she went m told the friend i worked w which isn't a problem in and of itself it's not like

he's so grabable

my irl friends (who i no longer talk to for unrelated reasons) don't play lads so i have no one to talk to abt sylus' slutty little waist in that godforsaken compression shirt outfit

like sylus and caleb 😩😩 obviously but RAFAYEL? I DON'T EVEN GO HERE

like stop leeching off my energy n go to the damn doctor

i'm off tomorrow and potentially for the whole long weekend so i will :3

idk if there are others but we'll see. when julien was looking for it, he said he didn't see any other holes so 🤷🏾‍♀️ here's hoping