listen im really mad at myself that im still - nearly a month later - sad that some person from hinge that ghosted me but im choosing to tell myself that means that im still a person that cares about others and connection and trying to put myself out there which are all good things 😭

I hate that I'm terrified to even exist anymore but that's on mental illness baby 😃

This did not age well, for the record

tomorrow I have a very important phone call I need the universe to make sure it goes well

I am nervous but like a good nervous I think

I don't know if this is gonna go well but oh my god I hope it does

now wait just a damn minute.... am I feeling feelings and why is that happening

Love trying to fall asleep and hearing a gunshot 😃 living in America is so great 😃

One of the things I miss most about Twitter is feeling connected to other disabled people. I miss feeling like a part of a community. It's been a long time and I am desperate to have that back.

had genuinely one of the worst birthdays of my life this year and have been trying to just bury myself in distractions since which feels unsustainable but also I have no idea what else to do

You know what's really great when you're already anxious and on edge? A smoke detector that goes off every few hours for no reason at all while you're trying to sleep! So fun! 😃

every night I screw up my sleep schedule more by refusing to actually sleep because every night I'm so full of dread for the next day to come so I just stay awake and make everything worse for myself 😃

I keep forgetting this app exists but I'm here and ready to scream into the void because this has been the most overwhelming miserable 2 months of my life and it's not even close to being over yet

as a floridian, *screams indefinitely*

I haven't been on twitter in years because it sucked so much but damn if I don't miss it all the time lol so I guess we're giving this a shot ✌️