I should kill myself already..

I think I need help, soon I'm either going to kill myself or relapse in self harm really bad, I don't know what to do, I'm embarrassed

boyfriend wants to do this trend with me, his bmi is lower than mine, i think i may just kill myself.. (˵ˊᯅˋ˵)

aah okay, so not jealous ml ₍ᐢ.ˬ.ᐡ₎ .ᐟ

whenever i feel like im going to binge,im going to eat sushi, i feel like this will help me as a junkorexic and will get me used to non greasy foods and get healthier bcs of good proteins ₍ᐢ.ˬ.ᐡ₎ .ᐟ

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ᥫ᭡ shedtwt/ shedsky🍰(not new!!)(sb if u have shedtwt dni)
ᥫ᭡ 18 ›ᴗ‹
ᥫ᭡ ednos
ᥫ᭡ pro-recov 🍨
ᥫ᭡ poc🥭
ᥫ᭡ 169cm📏
ᥫ᭡ gw: 45kgs
ᥫ᭡ ugw: 38kgs
ᥫ᭡ localtwt/ localsky dni, -16 dni, nsfw dni

one of my gw treats is to get myself a new pc, but i think its cheaper buy the parts and build it myself, problem is, idk how to build a pc, so while im losing weight, im gna do a bunch a research on how to build a pc, im so excitedddd›ᴗ‹

saw this on twt and needed to share bcs how have i never heard abt this?

fasting for 3 days but i might try and beat my pr of 18 days ( ´͈ ᵕ `͈ )◞♡