If there is nothing to inquire you might as well be dead, heck you probably already are

Rainy days always remind me
Of mortality but then I am reminded of my art and a spirit that never dies

Saw a woman be threatened by a powerful stride that she thought would run her over, but was no where near that. Made me wonder where her defensive mechanism was really coming from—anger at herself for what?

Thinking today about stone cold people that come off heartless. What made them this way and what do they have to teach me about my own desires and external expectations ?

Sunday morning sitting in awe of a protagonist that gets smarter and smarter by the day

Thinking today about how we embody the people we came from, traces of my father everywhere: half broken cookies, deliberate steps down the stairs,the eye of observation, penchant for words, a day controlled by time, like it’s all there is.

Today Im thinking about restriction in an eating disorder and the restriction that comes from binaries like haram and halal. What if instead we fed ourselves, allowed for a relentless appetite, devoured it all: our ambitions, our desires, kept ourselves in a perpetual state of wanting?

Today Im thinking about restriction in an eating disorder and the restriction that comes from binaries like haram and halal. What if instead we fed ourselves, allowed for a relentless appetite, devoured it all: our ambitions, our desires, kept ourselves in a perpetual state of wanting?

Ramadan and eating disorders have the intended goal of purification, an attempt toward holiness. What does it mean for a person if they can’t fast and can’t use their ED? How they reckon with their lack of virtue then?