And continue to make my mental health a business with the full triage of Meds, Therapy, and journaling.

for the sake of myself and others. I’m not seeking sympathy I’m trying to show up and take accountability. Abdl obviously is a part of me that’s something I can’t ignore I hope to share new experiences and live in this world again while I learn to build my self worth and atone for my human mistakes.

Since that day I’m three weeks into a intensive outpatient therapy program, diagnosed with bipolar disorder, been on mood stabilizers for 2 weeks now along with other new meds. Slowly working through the grief and reacquainting with reality working towards making better choices in my life

I turned to drinking everyday to hide from the shame I was too sad and depressed to be in social situations and felt like a burden just for being alive still. Even after getting new insurance with the kindness of my family I found myself in the ER being interviewed for a mental health assessment.

Spent the last couple of years, relying on minimal meds and substance abuse to keep me going but I had a lot of behavioral problems I wasn’t attending to at all.
The purge happened right when my life as I known it came tumbling down. During that early period of grief I felt I lost a part of myself.

We def should once im more on my feet! 👍✨

Hoping they do us proud tomorrow! <3