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holyaches.bsky.social
if you decided this all on your own, then why do you look so pained by it...?
holyaches.bsky.social
being a person didn't come naturally to me the way it seemed to for others. people who were sure of themselves awed me. i studied them and tried to mimic their ease.
holyaches.bsky.social
i was enchanted to meet you.
holyaches.bsky.social
there will always be a part of me that waits for you.
holyaches.bsky.social
the hour of my execution is almost here. for the sinner, the curtain call has come. i know i may not sound it, but, faced with death, i find myself a little afraid. perhaps this is one thing both gods and humans have in common.
holyaches.bsky.social
i won’t ever find the words for you——you are my everything always and even that is not enough.
holyaches.bsky.social
it is possible to be in love with you just because of who you are.
holyaches.bsky.social
so are you a boy or are you just your trauma?
holyaches.bsky.social
so you do like me? ᛤ i like you alive.
holyaches.bsky.social
i have done it, she says. at first i do not understand. but then i see the tomb, and the marks she has made on the stone. a c h i l l e s, it reads. and beside it, p a t r o c l u s.
holyaches.bsky.social
to get into heaven, you have to die first. there is no heavenly force strong enough, or divine enough to tempt me into submission. because my heaven is not a place nor a concept; my heaven is on earth. my heaven is you.
holyaches.bsky.social
the sun came out today. but i still ache all over.
holyaches.bsky.social
i hope we can all watch the sunset again together some day ...
holyaches.bsky.social
this is what it means to love someone. this is what it means to grieve someone. it’s a little bit like a black hole. it’s a little bit like infinity.
holyaches.bsky.social
wrong yet again ... but that's kinda your thing now anyway, right?
holyaches.bsky.social
i'll be waiting. you used to say that to me almost every day. i think now, i might just understand how you felt in that shaded garden, all those years. till we meet again.
holyaches.bsky.social
i am not even a religious person. i am hardly a person at all, except when i look at you and think that this life with you must go on forever because it is so perfect, with all its imperfections.
holyaches.bsky.social
the god of fire descends to light the forest, to fill you with what hollows. everyone you meet you scorch.
holyaches.bsky.social
i adored you. you were so soft, so diabolically angelic looking.
holyaches.bsky.social
i look at you, and i just love you, and it terrifies me. it terrifies me what i would do for you.
holyaches.bsky.social
where you go, i go. what you see, i see. i know i'd never be me without the security of your loving arms keeping me from harm.
holyaches.bsky.social
you seem nice. i'd hate to kill you.
holyaches.bsky.social
the reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.
holyaches.bsky.social
how long ago did i die? where was i buried?
holyaches.bsky.social
come love, make me better than i was. come teach me a kinder way to say my own name.