I see so many new human design profiles on instagram popping up showing the “good side” of life.

Fuck that. I want more authenticity, I want more people showing up showing the bad. Showing the SUCK. Because it’s BS, it’s not a real portrayal of how life is.

Number 1 thing I’m working on this week is DOPAMINE DETOXIFICATION.

We are so addicted to dopamine. Everyone is. Yes even you.

As a projector, you cannot allow external sources to steal your energy. You already have a tiny amount as it is.

Learn to sit for 1 hour no distractions.

#humandesign

I have ideas, I have goals, I have aspirations, I have huge visions. I just need to work out how to achieve them without 1. Working like a generator and 2. Not burning out like I always do when I start working on something I love.

This burning desire inside of me to speak 🗣️
Having a defined throat can be crippling sometimes. You have so much to say but don’t know how to say it.

Let me tell you now I am being fucking tested to my limits today.

My car broke down
My PC broke down.

Two main things I use day in day out.

Is this a lesson in surrendering? Because fuck this.

It’s a myth that Projectors require more sleep than other types. You only need more sleep if you’re pushing past your sacral’s limits. If you know when enough is enough, you’re never finding yourself in a sleep deficit.

Tonight has been a weird one. My gaming PC just randomly broke and stopped working. I almost started crying with frustration.

Then I stopped and looked in the mirror at myself and said; “Something is wrong with you.”

I’d never get so worked up over trivial shit. It’s a wake up call that maybe;

Running on empty….

#projector

The problem I am running into lately is I still think I’m 18. I’m not. I’m 32. So when I’m exhausted, I’m hella exhausted to the point I feel physically sick.

I’ve been living like a generator all my life and now, finally my body is saying. “Fuck off mate, I’m done.”

#humandesign #projector

So stepping into doing fuck all as a projector today I am exhausted. Well, self-care will be the top priority. I think I’ll start with more sleep. 😴 I feel like snorlax from Pokémon the amount of sleep I’m getting lately.

3rd line going crazy tonight! Maybe I’ll book a flight to Rome, maybe I’ll buy a camper van, maybe I’ll watch a movie, maybe I’ll sleep. What do you want from me 3 LINE

#humandesign #projector #3rdline

People always say just follow your #HumanDesign strategy & Authority. Sounds simple but it's not necessarily easy. To follow S&A you have to be present & connected to your body. Most are not. That's why #embodiment is key. Getting out of your head and into your body is the first step.

The plight of the super generating projector! Hell yes, empower.

Learning to recognise when I’m being a generator and saying “fuck that! You don’t have sacral energy.” Stop acting like you do. It’s quite empowering. Off to bed I go.

#humandesign

It’s funny when you understand that you’re a projector and your energy is extremely limited. You’re always looking for ways to automate and streamline your life. How can I do that thing without actually doing it?

#humandesign #projector

The number one best thing you can do to protect your energy as a projector is fix your phone so it’s a zero distraction zone. Here’s how.

Distraction free.