really ugly how one of my main defining traits is how i push away people who genuinely cared about me

ngl i mainly came back just bc of the anniv thing but now i rlly see no reason to stay, especially after last night

so close to doing smt to myself

this is the one part of my anni note i had to make sure to put in because it still happens and is the one biggest thing i absolutely hate about myself

well there goes all that

never the first choice #glamorous

main pmo

my wife everyone else sucks and doesnt compare