nico
horrorbagel.bsky.social
nico
@horrorbagel.bsky.social
(Psst, I draw trans people)
twenty something years on this wretched orb
WAHHH I LOVE BENJAMIN being back baninjim eep Now
February 14, 2026 at 9:47 AM
-WITHOUT ruining your day. LASTLY, i don’t have advice but those are things that have made me less angry the last couple years. obviously i’m still bitter and resentful about my specific things??? but i can say i’m better than i was. i’ve done other personal work but i don’t have any characters left
February 7, 2026 at 8:03 AM
sorry this is long, but i also do bitter writing sometimes? like an angry letter at a person or thing (I DO NOT SEND THESE) sigh i also have been trying to remind myself that i have inherent value. i don’t always believe it, but it’s important, the set time stuff also helps to give it space without-
February 7, 2026 at 7:54 AM
like i feed the cat every day! (there are multiple owners) it’s not progress towards my impossible goal, but it’s a task i can absolutely do that matters to me. i have begrudgingly started setting times to be REALLY angry, honestly sometimes i’m not even angry enough to last the whole time???
February 7, 2026 at 7:50 AM
even though i lost a shelter and guardians and my job or whatever, and even though i’m physically incapable of what i used to consider easy work, and even though the system does almost nothing to support me… i’ve found A LITTLE LIGHT IN SOME PLACES, i try to do something “meaningful” each day
February 7, 2026 at 7:43 AM
obviously i’m not your therapist and i literally don’t know you but i lost almost everything i had three years ago and i feel like i’m still fucking wading through this mess that’s left. it’s progress i made that i can never get back and i’m still very angry and resentful about it. BUT positive time
February 7, 2026 at 7:39 AM
HIII
February 7, 2026 at 1:26 AM
thank GOD
February 6, 2026 at 11:25 PM
necessities should cost no money but apparently that’s super hard???
February 4, 2026 at 6:28 AM
i’m seeing the vision 😌
February 4, 2026 at 5:13 AM
@finsnsins.bsky.social this is my reminder to show you season 2 sorry i’ve been so sleepy
February 3, 2026 at 6:36 AM
it looks. so. good!
February 1, 2026 at 10:50 PM
i recently came to terms with not being a guy which is what i thought since i was a kid lol, i’m just very boy adjacent, it seems
February 1, 2026 at 5:30 PM
i guess they can cure paralysis but the catch is that you have to be large and blue
January 31, 2026 at 6:30 PM
guys i'll be right back i have to uhh i'll be right back i'm busy i have this thing it won't take very long sorry uhhh
January 30, 2026 at 11:35 PM
oh YES very good
January 30, 2026 at 11:33 PM
woah thank you
January 29, 2026 at 5:25 AM
me and my split pea soupe
January 29, 2026 at 5:23 AM
i have so many words about This Thing In Particular buuut you’re a stranger in a little screen, so i hope u do find someone at least
January 29, 2026 at 5:22 AM
i just opened bluesky to this… put me in a different time, very scary
January 29, 2026 at 5:12 AM
swee twat er…
January 13, 2026 at 4:25 AM