May you be accompanied with peace and happiness throughout your life.

To my beloved person whom I have yet to meet, may you be with someone who will forever cherish your affection and care. Until I draw my last breath, my gaze will always follow your image and my soul will forever be yours

Forever crying at the fact that I will never be able to be with someone simply because I've resigned myself to a fate that I shouldn't be with anyone at all. Why do I have to be like this man I just wanna dance with the person I love

Man I love pretty people

I love LOVE how strong they drew musashi here

oh god I am really a dog aren't I? maybe my sister was right all this time maybe I really do act like a dog damn I guess that's what you get for repressing your feelings all the time

I honestly don't mind being in a one sided relationship since I have commitment issues but I just really want to like someone for real this time. it's fun to have butterflies in your stomach it's a nice feeling to like someone

Sometimes I think it would be best for her to just think that she's in the foundation being treated and that 🪞's in vienna.

What she did hurts the most. Worse than Karl's teaching sessions, Trista's "playtime", Schwaltz' electric shocks and whatever torture has happened to her. I'm willing to bet she'll be hunted by what 🪞's done to her for a long long time even with various therapies.

What really stuck with me is the "you're the cruelest of all". Like if you've already read 🦋's story, you'll understand how much of a nightmare her life has been. 🪞's the only good thing that happened. Now for her to say that out of all the things that have happened to her hellish life,

I genuinely think if she is finally sober and wakes up from her dream, she won't be able to look at her face. It's probably just gonna give her an intense fear whenever she tries to look at her. For all 🪞's actions during those parts, she pretty much treated her coldly.

Honestly, if 🪞's dense ass finally realizes it, I think she would at least partly be able to come up with a way for her treatment.

On the topic of 🦋's affection for her, gosh darn 6-20 and the epilogue are really really REALLY painful for her.

just wants purpose in life. While yes thats partly true but like if anyone other than 🪞 said that to her, she will just brush it off. What 🪞 severely don't know is the magnitude of 🦋's affection for her. She loves her more than she thinks. Her words and actions are her lifeline

Also 🦋 needs to start loving herself as well. She's too much ready to sacrifice herself and everything for 🪞. 🪞 can just say I want mcdo and she will literally buy the whole mcdo for her. She really needs modern treatment so bad

One way to help 🦋 is for her to realize that 🪞 is not the only one who will treat her genuinely and with kindness. In short she needs other reliable friends whose names don't start with k and ends with akania.

I really do love them together but like they're the last ones I would want to be together. They're toxic as others have said but not intentionally. 🦋 is too mentally ill and too dependent of 🪞. If 🪞 continues to treat her then nothing will happen. 🦋's dependency on her will just deepen too much.

Am I really gonna graduate in college without even liking anyone???? I'm being left out

Please please please just let me like someone else for real this time

- I say to no one