well I atleast wanted to be saved from that hell or to share my burden with them. I did trust them but look at what happened, I feel empty or somewhat depressed probably broken inside.

I somehow got through that but
.. I feel empty like, do I really want attention or atleast affirmation from them of all people. Idk them maybe saying goodjob, oh hey you did great, or something like keep it up we believe in you.. but nah none of that just eye contact or smtg.

I really do think about situations way too much I should just go with the flow

This really sucks I wanna vent out but I know what my friends are gonna say and what words I need to hear to get through this but.. I still wanna hear it is that so wrong

Im now back on that why did I even had hopes for someone that doesn't care..

I feel bad for myself I had hopes on a girl that I had a crush on but I guess she liked another guy.

I'll believe in myself and in my groupmates that everything will be all right. Im gonna grit my teeth and give it my all and if its not enough I'll go beyond my limits.

Who knew being a leader sucks, always needing to know what to do and be prepared for anything feels like hell.. but I have to do it because if I don't then why do I call myself a man.

when ur part of a project and ur own inability to speak ups making it hard to do ur part because its not explicitly stated what their doing is

Getting sick feels rly bad and I hate it

Im frustrated at myself and everything

Mavuika is gonna be fire 🔥🔥🔥