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I’m sorry for everything…

I know you probably won’t ever give me a second chance…

And I understand…

You might read about me or see me on the news for the worst reasons soon..

If what I’m thinking actually comes to be..

Just know I love you more than anything…

Sorry..

I was scared because my anxiety was telling me there was someone else you cared about more..
even if there wasn’t..

I was destroying myself because I didn’t want to loose you…

Fucking up my mental health because I would rather die then loose you…

But I lost you anyway…

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Even though I’m in so much fixing pain…

Even though I’m completely shattered and heartbroken…

I want you back in my life…

I care about you more then anything..

I love you and want you to be happy…

I don’t know what I did that made you want to break up with me..

When my mental health was taking i beating… I knew I didn’t listen and get help… I thought I could handle it myself…

I just wanted you to support me while I got control again…

But instead at my lowest point..

You fucking left… 😭

No matter what I did I always wanted to make you happy…
I tried my absolute fucking hardest..

In the end my hardest wasn’t good enough for you…

I honestly don’t think you know how much pain I’m in… I’ve tried to take my own life 3 times in the past few weeks… and it feels like you don’t care at all…