Thank you Bri! Much love to you as well <33 I’ll try to be kind, I feel like losing that is part of what led me here so I’ll take your words to heart

Realizing those bad habits was the first step, and now I just gotta start working my way through them. Thank you <3

I'll talk about it more on stream either tomorrow or the day after. I still gotta get all of my thoughts in order. Thank you all for understanding, love y'all and please stay safe. <3

Pandas 🪻

This probably isn't a surprise to too many of y'all who come to my streams, I was pretty open about my recent depressive state. And while I don't feel I should explain exact details, it comes down as this. I fucked up, and I need to learn how to stop doing that.

So I'm not gonna be taking a break, at least not right now, but I am gonna be reducing the amount of time I spend streaming. I'm gonna be focusing my time on the things that matter the most and if those things dont happen to be stream? Then streaming will have to take a backseat.

These actions came from a lot of personal places that I don't feel comfortable talking about on here, but I'm gonna be taking more time to work on myself and finding who I want to be. What I want to do, because right now I don't actually know.

Recently, I have been coming face to face with a lot of my mistakes. A lot of things I've done and not done and how it hurts the people I care about the most. My priorities got thrown completely out of line and I see now that I was becoming a worse version of the man I want to be.

It was a long time coming