WAIT ITS VSLENTINES DAY I CAN SHOW U MY FAVE RLMANCE MOVIE.

yeah so wanna play idv instead.

no wait u can hold the water bottle above my head upside down so i can drink from it like a hamster.

i will lift them for you there there. u can spray water in my mouth in return.

yeah aren't u supposed to be locking in on like. self growth or smth didnt you tell us you were gonna get asami biceps this year.

ME TOO. i usually just work out at home bc im #broke and didnt have a car until this year but when i did go i went. every day bc smth is wrong with me. and the Minute i graduate college you already know im getting that gym membership back so instead of crying when i feel sad i can. work out.

YIPEE YIPEE YIPEE. yes please. the last like 2 weeks ive been missing the gym So Much i've felt so. confined in this House and This Body and its making me go stir crazy. I Need To Spend Hours Doing Something Physically Taxing I Need Physical Expression. Cin Save Me.

like can we relax. holy mood disorder.

the perfect illusion has shattered and thus so has my self worth and now i Hate Everyone.

i start tweaking. and that INCLUDES!! every time i don't feel desired because dear god no one talks abt the impact of tying your self worth to how much you are romantically and sexually desired does to a Person and now that (1) special day has happened where i'm Not getting the treatment i used to

before and although it was suffocating i'm so scared that i'll never be loved like that again and sometimes that Haunts Me.

the libra venus in me is mourning.

no but i can't rmbr what i og was gonna do so wife edits also work.

finally home after neglecting us on the day of love only to take a bath and neglect us more what is this.

wait i know how to stimulate lixie.

and also i'm gonna make a google slides presentation and put all my seongje edits on it and every time one of the members in the polycule piss me off i'm gonna tie them to a chair and show them the seongje slideshow and say "this should be you"