ouppy 💔
@idogdyke.bsky.social
Public Diary of an anonymous Sad Lesbian -- 24 -- 🔞
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i feel like im disappearing
May 3, 2025 at 5:42 AM
i feel like im disappearing
so like is there anything you can do about a deep seated self-hatred that has ruined ur life or is it over for me? cuz ive had like 4 therapists who have done nothing and ive tried like 5 different antidepressants .
May 3, 2025 at 5:39 AM
so like is there anything you can do about a deep seated self-hatred that has ruined ur life or is it over for me? cuz ive had like 4 therapists who have done nothing and ive tried like 5 different antidepressants .
another day another dysphoric breakdown
May 2, 2025 at 8:28 AM
another day another dysphoric breakdown
the world hates me and im overall just a really boring nothing person and im not even hot . this shit sucks
May 2, 2025 at 8:27 AM
the world hates me and im overall just a really boring nothing person and im not even hot . this shit sucks
my mentally illness doesnt even make me interesting . some people have art or other hobbies to channel themselves through but no not me i sit around and do nothing all day. ill never make anything worth anything
May 2, 2025 at 8:26 AM
my mentally illness doesnt even make me interesting . some people have art or other hobbies to channel themselves through but no not me i sit around and do nothing all day. ill never make anything worth anything
wah wah wah keep crying about it ouppy . im such a fucking loser. i deserve pain and suffering and if i saw myself on the street id punch myself in the stomach
April 21, 2025 at 7:03 AM
wah wah wah keep crying about it ouppy . im such a fucking loser. i deserve pain and suffering and if i saw myself on the street id punch myself in the stomach
i think i just need to be extremely depressed and dysphoric for the next several days to get it out of my system so i can go back go ignoring all my dysphoria problems until i get triggered and do it all again
April 21, 2025 at 6:58 AM
i think i just need to be extremely depressed and dysphoric for the next several days to get it out of my system so i can go back go ignoring all my dysphoria problems until i get triggered and do it all again
its nothing some sleep, head trauma, jerking off, face surgery, boob surgery, ripping out my vocal cords , and killing myself cant fix!!
April 21, 2025 at 6:53 AM
its nothing some sleep, head trauma, jerking off, face surgery, boob surgery, ripping out my vocal cords , and killing myself cant fix!!
doomposting until i pass out again . truly a sign of mental health and fortitude
April 21, 2025 at 6:46 AM
doomposting until i pass out again . truly a sign of mental health and fortitude
im not even entertaining when im depressed
April 21, 2025 at 6:44 AM
im not even entertaining when im depressed
i feel so lost. i feel so behind everyone else. im so behind all my friends. theyre all prettier than me, they all try harder than me, im so fucking bland and empty. the only reason this account exists is because i ddont have anyone to talk to and why would any1 want to listen to me be sad
April 21, 2025 at 6:38 AM
i feel so lost. i feel so behind everyone else. im so behind all my friends. theyre all prettier than me, they all try harder than me, im so fucking bland and empty. the only reason this account exists is because i ddont have anyone to talk to and why would any1 want to listen to me be sad
im so shit at being a girl. i wish i could have been born right so i wouldnt have to try so fucking hard just to not get called a man
April 21, 2025 at 6:33 AM
im so shit at being a girl. i wish i could have been born right so i wouldnt have to try so fucking hard just to not get called a man
wish i had friends :(
January 9, 2025 at 8:10 AM
wish i had friends :(
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January 9, 2025 at 8:05 AM
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it hurts to go outside.. if i boymode then i wanna kill myself but if i girlmode everyone else wants to kill me which makes me wanna kill myself
December 20, 2024 at 5:31 PM
it hurts to go outside.. if i boymode then i wanna kill myself but if i girlmode everyone else wants to kill me which makes me wanna kill myself
why are my boobs so small fuck my life
December 20, 2024 at 7:17 AM
why are my boobs so small fuck my life
i would be okay with not passing if the world didnt treat me like shit for it. but thats not the world we live in so i have to care about these stupid standards and now i hate myself and have no self esteem because i dont pass
December 20, 2024 at 6:55 AM
i would be okay with not passing if the world didnt treat me like shit for it. but thats not the world we live in so i have to care about these stupid standards and now i hate myself and have no self esteem because i dont pass
gonna try to go to sleep. im not looking forward to this next couple weeks
December 20, 2024 at 6:51 AM
gonna try to go to sleep. im not looking forward to this next couple weeks
i probably just have to accept that only other people will get to live my dreams
December 20, 2024 at 6:37 AM
i probably just have to accept that only other people will get to live my dreams
was suicidal but i showered so i will feel better for like 15 mins probably
December 20, 2024 at 6:27 AM
was suicidal but i showered so i will feel better for like 15 mins probably