Pretty much dead inside these days. This isn’t where I wanted to be in life, at this point I’m merely existing - not living. Survival is where I’m at and survival is a slow form of suicide. I feel lost, an outsider and drifting. It never gets better, does it?

I’m so tired of dreaming about someone I can’t have. I fucked us up (fuck depression and the shit it makes us do and think) and regretted it for almost 30 years. How do you still love someone you haven’t talked to in that long? Makes me realize how unhappy I am in my current situation. Miss u Becky

How do you deal with being married to someone who doesn’t want to touch you anymore? Asking for a friend.

Are there any good programs (that don’t cost an arm and leg) to help with learning digital art? My daughter is extremely talented and wants to start learning. If I’d had her talent at her age (16)….

Perfect. Stuck in a state with legal weed, in a city that doesn’t allow dispensaries within city limits and zero percent chance of getting laid. Gonna be a long couple of days.

Ran across my exes Facebook profile by accident. Now I get to spend the rest of the month severely depressed.