I'll be fine after a while, I just wish each time this happens that it'll never happen again
but I know it will

I kind of wish I was still good at emotional suppression like I did in the past
the cons of improving mental health means I feel things now more lol

its difficult and I hate feeling like I'm depending too much on people to tell me I'll be fine
everytime I open up I just worry that they think I'm being a burden

I've been talking to friends and everything and I know I'll be okay after a while because I just need to not listen to the irrational thoughts and thought patterns

yeah I'm aware they tend to come parceled together lol, but it's helpful to think on, thank you!

its not like being autistic is a bad thing, but i doubt it would address the mental issues i have? since anxiety fits a lot better and is mostly what i feel day to day
overthinking re-assessing evaluating and being always Aware of how people think of me is how id describe my mental state

i feel like id probably like umineko more storywise, but so far higurashi has surprised me because i'm very invested in it.

i drew this on too big of a canvas initially but it resulted in me creating a desktop wallpaper :)

#rote sketches of farseer trilogy characters :)

my resolution for 2026 is to conquer more of my anxieties and maybe even try opening myself up to stuff I haven't done yet!!