thats what gets me too. talking someone out of euthanasia is a big decision. its one of the easiest things to talk someone out of. i wasnt exactly thrilled about doing it. its not an easy choice to make. she should have understood why we came to that unbearable decision

thank you. it has been truly awful. everyone ive talked to about this seems to also think the vet was unreasonable. i really think she just didnt believe us when we said how bad it was. she still hasn't contacted us despite owing taddy a severe apology

thank you for your support. i think she failed him immeasurably and we will be seeking services elsewhere. ive never felt so hurt by a veterinarian and my heart is broken for my sweet baby. he didn't deserve that. i appreciate your kindness

thank you for the support. 🫂 its been an incredibly difficult year for our family.

thats how i felt too. she didnt listen or believe what we were saying and made us feel guilty for considering euthanasia. she's supposed to be in a position of trust and she inadvertently used that position to let our loved one suffer so immensely. we're changing vets today, at least.

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we held him close and kept him warm and secure and loved until he was gone.

im sorry. i feel like everything is my fault and i did everything wrong. i failed and he suffered.

im indescribably traumatized by this. an animal has never been treated so callously in my care. it makes babys cancer misdiagnosis look like nothing. at least she didn't fucking suffer. this has been unbearable.
the only good thing is he isnt hurting anymore.

he passed away and we informed them and requested to speak to the veterinarian. she did not contact us. the front desk receptionist sent me a text while i was at work, after being informed, that taddy had an appointment upcoming for preventative care. i had to call them again and inform them.

so we did more treatment we couldn't afford.
the treatment made him worse. he suffered so much. he finally passed yesterday morning. the vet promised to follow up with us over the weekend while they closed in case of this exact situation. they did not. he suffered and we couldn't do anything.

we tried to euthanize him because he started suffering immensely and my heart was completely breaking. the vet said no and either said we could surrender him or do more treatment. i thought he was dying and could not let them take him from us to die alone without his family.

his surgery never took fully and he didnt have complete bladder control but he was able to pee for a long time. recently he blocked again and im financially devastated from his surgery and the care he needed was completely out of what was humanly possible for me.

thank you!!! i am trying for 300 lutari >:)

mijumaru is my battle pet im training from scratch! pretty fun to do it honestly and without the lab ray hehehe

i also did some doodles for my account and the beauty contest! yay