“The thought of you always accompanies me, even when I try to leave behind everything I once was. You are the shadow that shapes my silence.”

So, it's been 4 months and a lot happened. I started feeling bad 1 week after the hospitalization.
The doctor tried an immuno suppressant but that just slowed how bad I felt every day.
After a month of that he changed to an oral chemotherapy.
and I think it is working.

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