I can't fucking do it

deaccing main today cause not mentally doing well

head loud everything painful and its scary I don't like it I hope it goes away soon

Quite literally unable to think in my head cause of this

head hurting and i don't wanna be here

part of my brain still trying to convince me I'm not plural and like, excuse me can you explain Anna (the pocket domme I've talked about on main)

bad thoughts getting really bad for no fucking reason I hate this

unsure if this is plural stuff or post surgery brainworms but finding myself wishing I still had a dick that I could use rn

my mood is so fucking unstable, maybe injections will fix that...

so like, i know objectively i'm probably plural or whatever, but i can't help but think i'm not. which is stupid because give it a few hours and i'm probably gonna be a different headspace and call myself a dumbass, but like everything is just so intangible that it doesn't feel real

responding to a syscon joke by saying we don't know if im actually plural, only to get clowned on by everyone including "myself" 5 minutes into the future because it's so obvious

thought my varying youtube interests was just adhd but no I'm currently in a mode that loves f1 and hates gaming content shits wild

nurse at post op check-in "oh interesting you still got bruising on your leg" and I'm just sitting there having to pretend it wasn't from someone's mouth

to prestige or not prestige, that is the question