~ she/her 🩷
~ 🌱
~ childfree by choice 👻
~ business student 3/6
Always stressed.
But I was so afraid my best friend would judge me for that and worse...
Turns out I have a wonderful person beside me who supports my decision and even when I'm niqab she would go out with me. I love her so much ♥️
But I was so afraid my best friend would judge me for that and worse...
Turns out I have a wonderful person beside me who supports my decision and even when I'm niqab she would go out with me. I love her so much ♥️
~You said the sky is always greener but the sky is grey
~but fuck it I'm a human being I don't like the way I'm feeling
~I need more than liquid codein and promethazine, therapy,
~yeah I'll take anything to kill this pain
~You said the sky is always greener but the sky is grey
~but fuck it I'm a human being I don't like the way I'm feeling
~I need more than liquid codein and promethazine, therapy,
~yeah I'll take anything to kill this pain
Still having problems with my classmates, calling the caring-hotline. No one's available.
I feel so fcking lonely with my problems and the system doesn't care about me.
Still having problems with my classmates, calling the caring-hotline. No one's available.
I feel so fcking lonely with my problems and the system doesn't care about me.
And then it's the person who's overreacting.
And then it's the person who's overreacting.
I cry a lot, I take everything personal and even my depression medicine isn't working enough to compensate this.
I pray I can hold myself up long enough until I'm finally done.
I hate myself in these times...
I cry a lot, I take everything personal and even my depression medicine isn't working enough to compensate this.
I pray I can hold myself up long enough until I'm finally done.
I hate myself in these times...
Today I have only 2 left, one might be leaving my life soon.
Was never popular, always with the "weirdos", but why doesn't anyone like to spent their free time with me? Why won't anyone be my friend? It's my fault I can't tell otherwise.
#friends
Today I have only 2 left, one might be leaving my life soon.
Was never popular, always with the "weirdos", but why doesn't anyone like to spent their free time with me? Why won't anyone be my friend? It's my fault I can't tell otherwise.
#friends
People are so annoying and ignorant.
Some can't change their minds by themselves and even their loved ones can't change it.
You can't get them all and it's okey to hate their opinions and decline further gatherings.
#family
People are so annoying and ignorant.
Some can't change their minds by themselves and even their loved ones can't change it.
You can't get them all and it's okey to hate their opinions and decline further gatherings.
#family
These holidays aren't for chill - they're for getting shit done.
#vacation #studytime #drivinglicense
These holidays aren't for chill - they're for getting shit done.
#vacation #studytime #drivinglicense
I love these moments of joy 🤍
I love these moments of joy 🤍
Got called as one today and asked if I mean what I say.
No shit Sherlock, I hate them and make this kind of talking, because someone should listen to what they want.
Anyone read the content of #Afd?
Well - let me tell you about it.
Got called as one today and asked if I mean what I say.
No shit Sherlock, I hate them and make this kind of talking, because someone should listen to what they want.
Anyone read the content of #Afd?
Well - let me tell you about it.
Today I feel this emptiness during class.
Aish.
Today I feel this emptiness during class.
Aish.
Working trough the nights as always.
I just keep getting more and more work.
Why am I this stupid keeping myself busy?
Maybe that's better than thinking about my #psychologicalproblems I still have to figure out.
Kinda funny
Working trough the nights as always.
I just keep getting more and more work.
Why am I this stupid keeping myself busy?
Maybe that's better than thinking about my #psychologicalproblems I still have to figure out.
Kinda funny
Got drunk and forgot about everything.
Pains still there, but there's hope.
I hope it will be alright.
Got drunk and forgot about everything.
Pains still there, but there's hope.
I hope it will be alright.
I feel so down, I just wanna sleep 🥱
I feel so down, I just wanna sleep 🥱
Spontaneous deep cleaning.
And I think that's something I can be proud of.🤍
Spontaneous deep cleaning.
And I think that's something I can be proud of.🤍
Always complaining about how difficult their job is and how much pressure they have.
Now I'm the one to be blamed because I laugh at them.
Yes, very interesting how rich people defend their "hard" life.
Fuck this shit
Always complaining about how difficult their job is and how much pressure they have.
Now I'm the one to be blamed because I laugh at them.
Yes, very interesting how rich people defend their "hard" life.
Fuck this shit