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inamiki.bsky.social
Inamiki
@inamiki.bsky.social
~ 22yrs ✨
~ she/her 🩷
~ 🌱
~ childfree by choice 👻
~ business student 3/6
Always stressed.
I'm interested in Islam lately. Had so much joy and inner peace learning about it.
But I was so afraid my best friend would judge me for that and worse...
Turns out I have a wonderful person beside me who supports my decision and even when I'm niqab she would go out with me. I love her so much ♥️
July 8, 2025 at 12:34 PM
~ I feel sorry for the wall I smash against, smash my head again, feel sorry
~You said the sky is always greener but the sky is grey
~but fuck it I'm a human being I don't like the way I'm feeling
~I need more than liquid codein and promethazine, therapy,
~yeah I'll take anything to kill this pain
February 17, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Spent the day waiting 1½ hours in the emergency hotline. For nothing. The only available appointment is 100km away.
Still having problems with my classmates, calling the caring-hotline. No one's available.

I feel so fcking lonely with my problems and the system doesn't care about me.
December 5, 2024 at 7:55 PM
I just feel it. I'm asking myself, if it's worth standing up for values, when I'm the one in the end who has to take the blame because that's the easiest way. Like I can talk to a wall and it would be more serious.
Der Klügere hat halt immer nachgegeben, anstatt dem Dümmeren die Meinung zu geigen. Tja.
September 24, 2024 at 7:58 PM
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true.
September 24, 2024 at 10:05 AM
Everything's funny until someone says no.
And then it's the person who's overreacting.
June 18, 2024 at 4:18 PM
I should've killed myself when I had the chance
June 18, 2024 at 3:45 PM
I hate being stressed that I'm highly emotional unstable.
I cry a lot, I take everything personal and even my depression medicine isn't working enough to compensate this.
I pray I can hold myself up long enough until I'm finally done.
I hate myself in these times...
May 28, 2024 at 6:09 PM
Talking with normal people, feeling like a weirdo.
The lack of social skills after years of being the quiet one. Afraid losing them because of anxiety.
#weirdo #normal #feeling #anxiety
May 6, 2024 at 5:21 PM
The emptiness you feel when you end a good book.
What's life about? Can I keep living after knowing this? 🫠😂
#goodbook #dystopia
April 28, 2024 at 11:05 PM
Travelling by train, listening to music
I'm calmed down a bit
#music #chillfeelings
April 10, 2024 at 4:51 PM
I feel lonely. Never had mich friends, only like 5?
Today I have only 2 left, one might be leaving my life soon.
Was never popular, always with the "weirdos", but why doesn't anyone like to spent their free time with me? Why won't anyone be my friend? It's my fault I can't tell otherwise.
#friends
April 8, 2024 at 7:23 PM
I hate family events. Can understand anyone who can't stand their ones.
People are so annoying and ignorant.
Some can't change their minds by themselves and even their loved ones can't change it.
You can't get them all and it's okey to hate their opinions and decline further gatherings.
#family
April 1, 2024 at 2:18 PM
Started doing these eastern vacation making my drivers licence. I've already filled out the applications etc. but hadn't had time to go. Yesterday was my second hour of theory class.
These holidays aren't for chill - they're for getting shit done.
#vacation #studytime #drivinglicense
March 27, 2024 at 6:29 AM
Having some less stress, listen to my favourite music.
I love these moments of joy 🤍
March 17, 2024 at 9:06 AM
I started making activism some weeks ago against faschists.
Got called as one today and asked if I mean what I say.
No shit Sherlock, I hate them and make this kind of talking, because someone should listen to what they want.
Anyone read the content of #Afd?
Well - let me tell you about it.
March 13, 2024 at 12:25 PM
Yesterday I cried between classes.
Today I feel this emptiness during class.
Aish.
March 12, 2024 at 7:57 PM
Is identity loss the price you pay when you have that hussler #mindset?
March 10, 2024 at 6:18 PM
Ayo, still here.
Working trough the nights as always.
I just keep getting more and more work.
Why am I this stupid keeping myself busy?
Maybe that's better than thinking about my #psychologicalproblems I still have to figure out.
Kinda funny
March 8, 2024 at 8:05 PM
Had some fun the other day with colleagues.
Got drunk and forgot about everything.
Pains still there, but there's hope.
I hope it will be alright.
March 3, 2024 at 7:29 PM
I just wanna feel like myself, I miss me.
February 27, 2024 at 10:57 PM
After two weeks of a sick note, I went back in my normal life today.
I feel so down, I just wanna sleep 🥱
February 26, 2024 at 11:26 PM
One of my hobbies?
Spontaneous deep cleaning.
And I think that's something I can be proud of.🤍
February 20, 2024 at 3:51 PM
Just watched a documentary movie about CEOs of German company's.
Always complaining about how difficult their job is and how much pressure they have.

Now I'm the one to be blamed because I laugh at them.
Yes, very interesting how rich people defend their "hard" life.
Fuck this shit
February 17, 2024 at 7:22 PM
#cleanup in my apartment. I spent the morning with a good shower and getting everything done.
I love cleaning and love how it looks now ✨
While all my roomates are #sleeping 😂
#gerbil #rennmaus 🐭
January 29, 2024 at 10:58 AM