th good morning 🌞

kaho wants me to play fortnite with her but she's lowkey really good and i'm not so i feel like we would have very different game experiences

bottom dysphoria hitting me like a sledgehammer this week for the first time in maybe years

i forgot about this account. i'm glad i now don't need a private account to spew every thought and feeling into because that was my flow for ~10 years and it solves nothing. but im now only approaching the internet and social media with detachment or some kind of performativity

:D

cigarettes did me so dirty last night it's time to quit for good (again)

cleaned my bike and trued my rear wheel and installed a new chain and brake pads and adjusted my brakes and my shit feels so much better and i feel so Professional Mechanic now

more and more paranoid that i'm forgetting how to draw