Newton August
indig0g0.bsky.social
Newton August
@indig0g0.bsky.social
He/him • 29 • ♌☀️/♊🌙/♏⬆️ • 🔞
Part-Time Artist, Full-time Problem

Want to emphasize. Not the art account. this is just the account i bitch on.
that's the art account ➡️ @indig0tea.bsky.social
if i don't have at least one thing go right or if even one more thing goes wrong in the next 48hrs I'm going to throw myself down a flight of stairs, hand to god
May 17, 2025 at 7:21 PM
it turns out if you prioritize trying to pay your bills before feeding yourself when you don't have enough to even do that, eventually it leads to you not being able to pay your bills at all cuz you're so tired all the time
who knew 🤷‍♂️
February 24, 2025 at 3:02 AM
i am a wire sculpture poorly covered in paper mache, i fear
February 24, 2025 at 1:33 AM
stops hanging out w my friends so we can each go do other things
has an immediate emotional crash orz
February 20, 2025 at 12:06 AM
i need to watch dw with someone i love again I'm pretty sure it would fix me
February 16, 2025 at 4:07 AM
trying to sleep and I can't not for any real reason except that my mind has decided to latch onto the concept of pipe-dream home renovations
February 10, 2025 at 6:18 AM
putting off eating food i want to be eating bc I can't determine the best way to go about eating it
February 6, 2025 at 11:53 PM
i can hear my roommate's awful and loud keyboard through my earplugs rn and it's making me actually evil
(I'll be fine I'm just very likely overstimulated or stricken with migraine again)
February 6, 2025 at 10:22 PM
starting to think my focus problem/inability to work isn't just the unmedicated adhd
February 6, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Guys, we've been over this, don't censor your trigger warnings. The muting function doesn't work if you fuck up the spelling, and nobody can reasonably mute all the different ways people censor words. Just don't do it. You are helping nobody by doing that.
February 6, 2025 at 9:49 PM
the fact that significant stress is such an immobilizing problem, but being immobilized causes you to not be able to do the things that would make you LESS stressed. feels like the biggest design flaw possibly ever.
February 1, 2025 at 2:15 PM
when you finish the project you were absolutely busting ass for and then all of the energy just saps right out of you.
cmon body i still got shit to do orz
January 5, 2025 at 3:18 AM
the ringing in my ears is in minor key
like. literally.
December 30, 2024 at 8:22 AM
Reposted by Newton August
This applies to artists too!!

This is why sites like kofi or cara or anywhere don't allow sexual images, it's the credit card's fault, so sign this if you either draw NSFW, or know anyone who does
June 14, 2024 at 8:45 PM
Reposted by Newton August
Original post seems to be deleted, so here's the link again: action.aclu.org/petition/mas...
Mastercard: Sex Work is Work. End Your Unjust Policy.
Mastercard's new policy unfairly targets the adult content industry, making sex workers more vulnerable, especially Black trans women. It must be stopped.
action.aclu.org
December 27, 2024 at 7:01 PM
Reposted by Newton August
Gen ai is poisoning our power grid, stealing intellectual property, using precious water, and ruining the internet with unreliable information and garbage imagery. Don't use it, and don't normalize it, even for laughs.
December 27, 2024 at 7:00 PM
finally got up and made my first meal of the day... at 8pm
(it was soup)
((i am experiencing flu shot side effects in my defense))
December 22, 2024 at 1:36 AM
spending time with your friends while you're actively in the middle of a mental breakdown is so wild cuz you'll spend like 4 hours having a good time and feeling happy. and then it immediately drops back into Red Alert Shut Down Mode once you're done. like??? sorry was that not enough for you or????
December 17, 2024 at 3:06 AM
having an intensely traumatic upbringing is wild cuz you'll just be like reviewing events from your own childhood and be like that sounds fake surely I'm making this up for attention and bc it sounds like that to you, you don't talk abt it w others so they don't think you're making things up
December 15, 2024 at 10:23 PM
having prey animal instincts it's god damn annoying
like what do you mean I can't leave my room until I'm absolutely certain i won't encounter another living person that's unreasonable! unrealistic!!
and yet
December 15, 2024 at 9:45 PM
i should eat something and yet
December 2, 2024 at 1:28 AM
need to get up and get food but i really do not want to have human interaction today but i can't avoid it due to proximity I'm in hell
November 30, 2024 at 7:57 PM
i feel physically ill and I can't tell how / in what way or if it's even something i can do about besides sleeping which is not an option at the present moment orz im in hell
November 29, 2024 at 10:23 PM
weighing the pros and cons of crowdfunding a better tasting protein powder smfh
November 27, 2024 at 6:12 PM
Reposted by Newton August
being an oc artist is just drawing ur ocs in outfits that would prob cost like 10,000 dollars total lmaooo
November 27, 2024 at 7:56 AM