Rhydian
@indigodecay.bsky.social
Queer + neurodivergent larpwright and urbanist. They/them. 🆓🇵🇸
Hi, I’m gastroenteritis! In 2015 this killed 1.3 million people, with children affected the most, and anyone living without easy access to potable water! Without access to IV fluids, like many people in the world, I would have died from dehydration.
January 2, 2026 at 6:35 AM
Hi, I’m gastroenteritis! In 2015 this killed 1.3 million people, with children affected the most, and anyone living without easy access to potable water! Without access to IV fluids, like many people in the world, I would have died from dehydration.
That said, I’ve heard enough stories of Chatgpt validating and encouraging suicidal ideation to not want the numbers on it. Trying to guess what’s more deadly is not a game worth playing if anyone can help it.
December 29, 2025 at 12:14 PM
That said, I’ve heard enough stories of Chatgpt validating and encouraging suicidal ideation to not want the numbers on it. Trying to guess what’s more deadly is not a game worth playing if anyone can help it.
They can also just kill people via Serotonin syndrome. It’s not very common anymore but uhh yeah. It’s why they’re gatekept as prescription drugs; everyone who goes on them requires some level of observation and care in case of adverse reaction.
December 29, 2025 at 12:08 PM
They can also just kill people via Serotonin syndrome. It’s not very common anymore but uhh yeah. It’s why they’re gatekept as prescription drugs; everyone who goes on them requires some level of observation and care in case of adverse reaction.
The way writers like these tell on themselves constantly with their extremely limited imagination that’s rotting even further from having outsourced it 💀
December 25, 2025 at 11:40 PM
The way writers like these tell on themselves constantly with their extremely limited imagination that’s rotting even further from having outsourced it 💀
We did have “afterhand” in English, but it’s archaic - fell out of use.
Does make me wonder, if each hand is a different place in time, when is a foot? Ahahah 😆
Does make me wonder, if each hand is a different place in time, when is a foot? Ahahah 😆
December 25, 2025 at 2:13 PM
We did have “afterhand” in English, but it’s archaic - fell out of use.
Does make me wonder, if each hand is a different place in time, when is a foot? Ahahah 😆
Does make me wonder, if each hand is a different place in time, when is a foot? Ahahah 😆
Fully agree. There’s an identity crisis inherent to them, though in recent years it feels like maybe we are starting to get somewhere with it. Fury Road turning the car back around and realising that the unequal society we’re trying to escape is the only home left; the one we have to reclaim.
December 17, 2025 at 11:44 PM
Fully agree. There’s an identity crisis inherent to them, though in recent years it feels like maybe we are starting to get somewhere with it. Fury Road turning the car back around and realising that the unequal society we’re trying to escape is the only home left; the one we have to reclaim.
But yeah I agree. I wish more could be said than just venting the frustration of it.
December 10, 2025 at 11:24 PM
But yeah I agree. I wish more could be said than just venting the frustration of it.
I have protonvpn! Glad to hear it helps in this particular instance
December 10, 2025 at 11:03 PM
I have protonvpn! Glad to hear it helps in this particular instance
To me if they have no policy for moderating hits, they’re signalling that they take no responsibility for the aggro macho shitheads and have no recourse for pulling them up when they get out of control. If aggro behaviour is still tolerated (if not encouraged) it still impacts a space significantly
December 9, 2025 at 8:04 AM
To me if they have no policy for moderating hits, they’re signalling that they take no responsibility for the aggro macho shitheads and have no recourse for pulling them up when they get out of control. If aggro behaviour is still tolerated (if not encouraged) it still impacts a space significantly
Totally agree with the foam weapons force needing to be mitigated. I know sometimes armour makes it tough to feel a hit, but people can and should moderate their blows when they’re facing non-armoured players! Conscientiousness produces safe cultures & should never be thrown away.
December 9, 2025 at 6:32 AM
Totally agree with the foam weapons force needing to be mitigated. I know sometimes armour makes it tough to feel a hit, but people can and should moderate their blows when they’re facing non-armoured players! Conscientiousness produces safe cultures & should never be thrown away.
I mean, that does spill offline. Have seen it arise - not this specific meme but related kinds of dynamics. But its circle of impact is much much smaller there, and easier to avoid.
November 23, 2025 at 2:17 AM
I mean, that does spill offline. Have seen it arise - not this specific meme but related kinds of dynamics. But its circle of impact is much much smaller there, and easier to avoid.
Given the sausage fest and the fact that Hans Zimmer isn’t short in acclaim, I’d like to suggest checking out Lisa Gerrard as a frequent collaborator of Zimmer on such titles as Gladiator (for which she won awards) and Dune~
November 18, 2025 at 12:20 AM
Given the sausage fest and the fact that Hans Zimmer isn’t short in acclaim, I’d like to suggest checking out Lisa Gerrard as a frequent collaborator of Zimmer on such titles as Gladiator (for which she won awards) and Dune~
That is rough. So long as there *is* a later, there’s more time on that project. But it can be a tough thing, to give it time, when it is painful to do so.
I hope for you that there is a later & that things can stop feeling quite so awful <3
I hope for you that there is a later & that things can stop feeling quite so awful <3
November 16, 2025 at 3:13 AM
That is rough. So long as there *is* a later, there’s more time on that project. But it can be a tough thing, to give it time, when it is painful to do so.
I hope for you that there is a later & that things can stop feeling quite so awful <3
I hope for you that there is a later & that things can stop feeling quite so awful <3
And when the framing of “worthiness” is too hard, sometimes it feels hurtful to try, especially when neurodivergent… how do we measure such things, after all, by what criteria? It can feel like too big a question.
But, there’s nearly always something that can be done to improve quality of life.
But, there’s nearly always something that can be done to improve quality of life.
November 16, 2025 at 3:02 AM
And when the framing of “worthiness” is too hard, sometimes it feels hurtful to try, especially when neurodivergent… how do we measure such things, after all, by what criteria? It can feel like too big a question.
But, there’s nearly always something that can be done to improve quality of life.
But, there’s nearly always something that can be done to improve quality of life.
*hugs*
That kind of envisioning can be really hard from dark places.
Sometimes I think of it as quality of life thing instead, if that ever helps. Like, depression is a chronic pain of sorts, and when that’s too much for long it is hard to think around or feel hopeful.
That kind of envisioning can be really hard from dark places.
Sometimes I think of it as quality of life thing instead, if that ever helps. Like, depression is a chronic pain of sorts, and when that’s too much for long it is hard to think around or feel hopeful.
November 16, 2025 at 3:02 AM
*hugs*
That kind of envisioning can be really hard from dark places.
Sometimes I think of it as quality of life thing instead, if that ever helps. Like, depression is a chronic pain of sorts, and when that’s too much for long it is hard to think around or feel hopeful.
That kind of envisioning can be really hard from dark places.
Sometimes I think of it as quality of life thing instead, if that ever helps. Like, depression is a chronic pain of sorts, and when that’s too much for long it is hard to think around or feel hopeful.
Imagine your greatest wins being ever -present & alive with you in life, a decades-long companion.
Imagine it shaping your everyday the same way you boil a pot of tea or look at the sunset.
Imagine a personal history that feels like home. That feels like you. That matters because it matters to you.
Imagine it shaping your everyday the same way you boil a pot of tea or look at the sunset.
Imagine a personal history that feels like home. That feels like you. That matters because it matters to you.
November 13, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Imagine your greatest wins being ever -present & alive with you in life, a decades-long companion.
Imagine it shaping your everyday the same way you boil a pot of tea or look at the sunset.
Imagine a personal history that feels like home. That feels like you. That matters because it matters to you.
Imagine it shaping your everyday the same way you boil a pot of tea or look at the sunset.
Imagine a personal history that feels like home. That feels like you. That matters because it matters to you.
Same problem in Australia. I honestly don’t send much aid to the US anymore for this reason - there’s people here who desperately need aid, and they sure aren’t going to get it from the US, so I may as well put money where it’s most effective 😬
November 12, 2025 at 1:08 AM
Same problem in Australia. I honestly don’t send much aid to the US anymore for this reason - there’s people here who desperately need aid, and they sure aren’t going to get it from the US, so I may as well put money where it’s most effective 😬
Can always do a nice font of their name over like, equipment they were in charge of or something. Artistic pen images for writers, cameras for camera crew, that sort of thing?
November 11, 2025 at 4:00 AM
Can always do a nice font of their name over like, equipment they were in charge of or something. Artistic pen images for writers, cameras for camera crew, that sort of thing?
I feel like I don’t know enough about Fire Emblem to know which character you remind me of… but you’ve got Fire Emblem vibes?? (I’ve played a couple of games years ago but never finished them)
November 11, 2025 at 3:57 AM
I feel like I don’t know enough about Fire Emblem to know which character you remind me of… but you’ve got Fire Emblem vibes?? (I’ve played a couple of games years ago but never finished them)