Manda 🔮
@infernal-ghost.bsky.social
29, she/they
Fighting the existential dread is a full time job.
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Fighting the existential dread is a full time job.
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PMDD is wild bc all day I was on the verge of tears because I was thinking about how I feel unlovable, and how I think that all my friends actually secretly hate me. Then I came home and ate some brownies and suddenly all was right in the world.
October 30, 2025 at 2:08 AM
PMDD is wild bc all day I was on the verge of tears because I was thinking about how I feel unlovable, and how I think that all my friends actually secretly hate me. Then I came home and ate some brownies and suddenly all was right in the world.
Raise your hand if you've ever been personally attacked by Spotify via song lyrics
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September 28, 2025 at 11:24 PM
Raise your hand if you've ever been personally attacked by Spotify via song lyrics
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Happy Friday from Gimli
I hope yall find this picture as delightful as I do
I hope yall find this picture as delightful as I do
September 12, 2025 at 10:36 PM
Happy Friday from Gimli
I hope yall find this picture as delightful as I do
I hope yall find this picture as delightful as I do
Yall do not understand just how deeply I love and value my coworkers at this job. Theyre the kind of people that rally around you on your worst days.
And honestly I dont know how to handle it.
And honestly I dont know how to handle it.
September 8, 2025 at 7:27 PM
Yall do not understand just how deeply I love and value my coworkers at this job. Theyre the kind of people that rally around you on your worst days.
And honestly I dont know how to handle it.
And honestly I dont know how to handle it.
Huh
Wild how that is a repeating event
Wild how that is a repeating event
Getting one of my traumas triggered wasn't on the list of things to do at work today but hey
Here we are.
I will be healing myself with stardew valley when I get home
Here we are.
I will be healing myself with stardew valley when I get home
September 7, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Huh
Wild how that is a repeating event
Wild how that is a repeating event
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We lost one of the greats. Graham Greene was not only an actor but a trail blazer. He opened doors for so many of us Natives. I'm proud to say that the very first pilot I ever acted in was with Graham Greene. The pilot was never picked up but I get to say that I got to work with one of the greats.
September 3, 2025 at 12:28 AM
We lost one of the greats. Graham Greene was not only an actor but a trail blazer. He opened doors for so many of us Natives. I'm proud to say that the very first pilot I ever acted in was with Graham Greene. The pilot was never picked up but I get to say that I got to work with one of the greats.
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Remember, when times get tough, you do not have to face them alone, you can reach out to others for help, you can vent your problems to your friends. You do not have to internalize your pain. It is okay that everything isn't perfect, that's part of being human. Part of being human is accepting help
June 15, 2025 at 9:29 PM
Remember, when times get tough, you do not have to face them alone, you can reach out to others for help, you can vent your problems to your friends. You do not have to internalize your pain. It is okay that everything isn't perfect, that's part of being human. Part of being human is accepting help
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June 7, 2025 at 3:48 PM
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Me: *starts crocheting at around 12:30*
Me: *checks clock* HOW THE FUCK IS IT 5:30
Me: *checks clock* HOW THE FUCK IS IT 5:30
June 8, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Me: *starts crocheting at around 12:30*
Me: *checks clock* HOW THE FUCK IS IT 5:30
Me: *checks clock* HOW THE FUCK IS IT 5:30
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Getting one of my traumas triggered wasn't on the list of things to do at work today but hey
Here we are.
I will be healing myself with stardew valley when I get home
Here we are.
I will be healing myself with stardew valley when I get home
April 10, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Getting one of my traumas triggered wasn't on the list of things to do at work today but hey
Here we are.
I will be healing myself with stardew valley when I get home
Here we are.
I will be healing myself with stardew valley when I get home
Yall go out and get you a best friend that calls your anxiety brain, and I am directly quoting her here, a "fuck faced cunt" when you ask her to yell at it like she's talking to your shitty ex boyfriend.
April 7, 2025 at 12:07 AM
Yall go out and get you a best friend that calls your anxiety brain, and I am directly quoting her here, a "fuck faced cunt" when you ask her to yell at it like she's talking to your shitty ex boyfriend.
Me: *sends meme of Dorothy from the golden girls serving that side eye*
My friend: "you /are/ Dorothy"
Yes hi, this is the highest praise I could have received thank you
My friend: "you /are/ Dorothy"
Yes hi, this is the highest praise I could have received thank you
March 20, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Me: *sends meme of Dorothy from the golden girls serving that side eye*
My friend: "you /are/ Dorothy"
Yes hi, this is the highest praise I could have received thank you
My friend: "you /are/ Dorothy"
Yes hi, this is the highest praise I could have received thank you
I fear the audhd has latched onto a new hyperfixation. I have been practicing crochet for 6 hours
Pray to your gods for my hypermobile hands bc they are PISSED
Pray to your gods for my hypermobile hands bc they are PISSED
March 16, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I fear the audhd has latched onto a new hyperfixation. I have been practicing crochet for 6 hours
Pray to your gods for my hypermobile hands bc they are PISSED
Pray to your gods for my hypermobile hands bc they are PISSED
Abusers always act like nothing ever happened. After the worst of the storm over and the fog clears.
But we, their victims, are always left to clean up the wreckage.
We can heal. We can rebuild. But we never fucking forget.
But we, their victims, are always left to clean up the wreckage.
We can heal. We can rebuild. But we never fucking forget.
March 15, 2025 at 5:45 PM
Abusers always act like nothing ever happened. After the worst of the storm over and the fog clears.
But we, their victims, are always left to clean up the wreckage.
We can heal. We can rebuild. But we never fucking forget.
But we, their victims, are always left to clean up the wreckage.
We can heal. We can rebuild. But we never fucking forget.
Oops I'm home sick from work and I made two new Rooks for the assassin and the detective to kiss.
March 3, 2025 at 6:55 PM
Oops I'm home sick from work and I made two new Rooks for the assassin and the detective to kiss.
All these new releases I'm prepping to put on the shelves at work is just adding to my already miles long "manda needs to read" list
Well, at least I work at a library 😅
Well, at least I work at a library 😅
January 25, 2025 at 4:10 PM
All these new releases I'm prepping to put on the shelves at work is just adding to my already miles long "manda needs to read" list
Well, at least I work at a library 😅
Well, at least I work at a library 😅
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Fuck you, I won’t do what you tell me. #rageagainstthemachine #ratm
January 21, 2025 at 10:48 PM
Fuck you, I won’t do what you tell me. #rageagainstthemachine #ratm
Self care in the form of breakfast
January 22, 2025 at 5:45 PM
Self care in the form of breakfast
Having a chronic illness AND severe anxiety is such bullshit bc like
I know I always have this synptom but what if ITS SOMETHING ELSE
Anyway I've named anxiety brain Brian. We hate Brian. Brian is the guy that showed up to the party uninvited and just refused to leave. Fuck Brian.
I know I always have this synptom but what if ITS SOMETHING ELSE
Anyway I've named anxiety brain Brian. We hate Brian. Brian is the guy that showed up to the party uninvited and just refused to leave. Fuck Brian.
January 21, 2025 at 9:28 PM
Having a chronic illness AND severe anxiety is such bullshit bc like
I know I always have this synptom but what if ITS SOMETHING ELSE
Anyway I've named anxiety brain Brian. We hate Brian. Brian is the guy that showed up to the party uninvited and just refused to leave. Fuck Brian.
I know I always have this synptom but what if ITS SOMETHING ELSE
Anyway I've named anxiety brain Brian. We hate Brian. Brian is the guy that showed up to the party uninvited and just refused to leave. Fuck Brian.
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Again, please don't tag me with a "have you read this" re: the inauguration. I am staying away from it for my own mental health, given I've already had anxiety attacks over the past few weeks.
I do not know.
I do not want to know.
I will discuss and process it all with my therapist on Wednesday.
I do not know.
I do not want to know.
I will discuss and process it all with my therapist on Wednesday.
January 20, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Again, please don't tag me with a "have you read this" re: the inauguration. I am staying away from it for my own mental health, given I've already had anxiety attacks over the past few weeks.
I do not know.
I do not want to know.
I will discuss and process it all with my therapist on Wednesday.
I do not know.
I do not want to know.
I will discuss and process it all with my therapist on Wednesday.