Imna be so transparent I could use a hug mondo rn

Oh I never posted this here oopsie whoopsie
Got Ibis Paint recently and made a lil doodle
I have more from when I was in high school but they're on the site everyone here says is fucked up and evil and they're impossible to find theough Google Photos so unless I download em off Twit ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I was thinking earlier about Albert Einstein's definition of insanity and how, inherently, as a result of every one person only having one chance at life in addition to the butterfly effect, nobody ever really does the same thing over and over again—not really—considering how life constantly changes

I think I'm getting worse.
Sometimes I feel like I'm sinking in quicksand, and I just let it happen. I sink until I can't breathe. That's ok, though, because I'd stopped breathing without thinking about it sometime before I let myself be completely submerged.
And it's all ok.

Went out by the freeway tonight and just observed and sat and sang for a while
A free entry public concert to nobody
A moment to none more than myself
I wouldn't necessarily say that it was fun or that I hold any strong feelings about it for that matter
But I think I enjoyed it

Shoutout to House of Leaves, been reading for ~2 years and every time I set gaze to paper I only advance ~2 pages before I drive myself mad and start getting into my obsession with the obsession I have with myself it's such a good book

I have arrived. Where all the art at I signed up for art bro all I'm seeing is politics lol :T