inoriwo.bsky.social
@inoriwo.bsky.social
bari screeching, will block if we are not interacting moots on my main 👍
hello inner cas thoughts please i’m begging you to leave me alone for a moment i do not have to energy to ACT ON YOU RIGHT NOWWWWW
December 24, 2025 at 10:25 PM
dreading work so hard today i still feel like shit mentally 😔 it’s so ass when you feel the depression lurking on the sidelines
December 18, 2025 at 2:54 PM
what an absolute shit fuck ass day 😭 the self loathing is at an all high
December 17, 2025 at 11:43 PM
i can already feel the next breakdown looming in the back of my skull 🤧 i think in the end it’s always i fail to meet expectations somehow that kills me
December 15, 2025 at 3:02 PM
the holidays do nothing but make me strung out istg money has been super tight with the unexpected car repairs & vet bills and suddenly my mom wants us to do gifts again after two years of nothing. i haven’t even bought anything nor told her i don’t plan to be over on the day itself. i’m. ahhhhh
December 15, 2025 at 2:43 PM
idk if it’s just an ego thing but i know how hard i work and how quality i am in rectifying issues for job so nothing makes me upset faster than my effort not acknowledged or deemed not good enough

like holy fuck you wouldn’t even have the items you needed unless i handled them be GRATEFUL 😭
December 13, 2025 at 1:19 AM
i know he’s getting better but seeing cat in the state he’s in has me going thru a complete break down rn
December 5, 2025 at 1:15 AM
going to go see rex in an hour but i’m plagued with thoughts of gai 😔 5 years later this grief is still so ass esp since they are the same age when he passed so it’s too many reminders for me
December 4, 2025 at 11:18 PM
best case scenario for what happened yesterday but it’s time for bari deals with her stress manifesting in her gut, previous cat ER trauma, and work anxiety bundled into one ✌️

i just know i will be on edge until an update call sometime today
December 4, 2025 at 3:29 PM
i’m not even at the parking lot yet and i am STRESSED 😭
November 25, 2025 at 3:04 PM
anxiety so bad due to some stuff i called in today 😭 this spiraling is hell cause i feel so stuck
November 20, 2025 at 1:38 PM
bf sent me money to do delivery lunch today while at home cause he knows i won’t drop funds like that on myself and i’m gonna go cry now ok bye 🥲
October 24, 2025 at 1:56 PM
i think work should let me sleep at my desk today that would be p cool of them
October 23, 2025 at 2:35 PM
October 22, 2025 at 11:47 PM
trying to constantly tell myself it’s ok if i can’t get everything done in a day (esp with lis staff in person pulling me away for impromptu meetings) but that does not drown out the people pleaser screams rattling inside brain
October 22, 2025 at 4:54 PM
my head is such a mess rn i feel like i’ve been in a daze all day
October 21, 2025 at 4:22 AM
real fucking tired of dealing with people that have to counter every opinion you express. was it contributory. could you have kept it to yourself. do you even realize you act like this???
October 9, 2025 at 11:46 PM
love how i get to my last 15 min of the shift and finally take the break i never have time for

and by that i mean i dissociate for 15 min
September 30, 2025 at 10:57 PM
i don’t think i have it in me to finish this fic rn for cas but hopefully sometime in the next few weeks. irl bari is tired 😭 feels like a weird guilt that i shouldn’t even care about but i’d rather do this as best i can versus rushed and i’ve been busy with a lot of surprises
September 27, 2025 at 10:21 PM
middle of the night stomach pains ooogoishehsiahahseirfushsh what did i eat 😭😭
September 26, 2025 at 11:17 AM
every now and then i check out what my brother is up to in his corner of the internet and stare in confusion. it’s always a lot of emotions and worries because he’s amassed a place for himself online and yet when i see him irl it’s just. idk. no job no income no prospects no anything.
September 26, 2025 at 4:46 AM
i think someone that kudos’d a fair amount of my cas work now has found my jj fics and honestly. further proof the cas kai pipeline is a Thing that makes me happy lmao
September 18, 2025 at 2:26 PM
new water filter, new bottle… time to slowly stop buying energy drinks in the morning as a crutch 😭 this is gunna suck but it’s def been a bad habit this year as a sad means of survival
September 18, 2025 at 2:10 PM
i forgot i posted this but YALL IT ONLY TOOK ONE MORE AND HE FINALLY SHUT THE FUCK UP 🥰🥰🥰🥰
wondering how many clapbacks it’ll take for a man to realize i don’t want to hear from him ever
September 17, 2025 at 2:31 PM
also i wanna give taiga route the attention it deserves but when i tell you my ichiya brain rot is reaching yet another level of stupidity… idk the last time i was yearning for a route this bad 😂
September 17, 2025 at 2:28 PM