so I was bitching about my friend litterally disrespecting my boundaries but then I remember that they told me something that I wont repeat because I dont want to and its like lol loser

I was only a child

ughh I feel sick

crushing on a girl I shouldnt crush on because shes afraid of dating her friends now and I dont want to hurt her more and im not even her type (she has said so) and im just generally afraid I annoy her idk shes just so nice

I wish people worshipped me as much as I wish to worship someone else

I think im beyond mortality tbh lol