Finally got a therapy session in. Haven't had one since August. Finally got a chance to talk about my surgery, my feelings of loneliness and uselessness. Cried a bit but it felt so good to get it all off of my chest.

I've been feeling so worthless lately

feeling super lonely lately I just feel like nobody would want me, and that I'm just going to die alone

it is 6:30 in the morning and I have not slept at all.

So my car is dead. . .

Had to take Conky in to get fixed. Hopefully it is just a busted sensor, otherwise I may need to put together a GoFundMe...

Got my first pedicure ever, hopefully my wikifeet score will go up now.

I feel like I need to get back into writing. I mean I still remember writing a 50 page (short?) story and really wanting to finish it, I may need to start from scratch though but I have the same basic outline of it memorized as well as most character outlines.

so bummed to hear about the passing of Legendary KROQ DJ Jed the Fish yesterday. Listening to him was a big part of my childhood. This was one of my favorite songs he would play. Rest easy sir. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eug-...

I've seriously been feeling so lonely lately. Just curling up in bed when I am home wanting some form of personal interaction...

Saw a friend I hadn't seen in a while and when he saw me asked "Where's the rest of you?" feels nice to know the work is paying off.

Awesome, they're showing "Eerie, Indiana" on Pluto TV

Kind of bummed, was invited to something, then when I messaged about the details, was never replied to. Sad to say not the first time.

Hey, hey! wrapping up this beautiful Presidents' Day, so to George Abe and all the rest, here's a special song just for you.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxcM...

Feeling absolutely worthless today

We all have an emotional support dead famous guy and who he is says a lot about you.

just wanted to say I love and am thankful for all of you