Forever 3, Lucius, dark grey almost black, my little foodie and mini guardian. Thank you again bud. Don't worry. I will be okay, I will take care of myself and mom 2 as well the others. I will keep living. I will get justice for you. Sleep well and wait for me when the times come.

I just lost one of my youngest babies cat. Lucius, thank you for waiting for me to say goodbye, Eve and the others will also forever miss you, mom 2 as well. She is still sleeping, but she will notice your departure. Please look upon us from the kitty heaven. Thank you for everthing bud. Luv you.

And just so you know, I can see you doing some shady work behind the scenes, my dear elder middle sister, don't expect mercy from me as well, because mercy is not part of my giving name at all

I can't remember the time I cried so ugly like I did today, that's a record. But I will NEVER let others intimidate me, not without a fight. I can bleed and have my soul trashed beyound recognition, but I will fight for the ones I protect the most

Sometimes I caught myself thinking... I dunno if its my guardians doing just for me to see the real deal of people around me, or just people loving to mess with my life so much, but I can tell how much it hurts the daylight out of me.

Btw I hope I can find my gold necklace, it's just poof from my vanity

Spirituality heals, consoles, gives you some advices and earfuls, but in the end it's one of the best things that ever happened in my life

Sometimes is so lonely, but I still feel that I can make it, even when I'm trapped in a dark place right inside of my mind

Yellow september, it's hard to keep my shit together when this time of the year comes around, I feel so vulnerable and almost in the verge of breaking down

I sincerily (if the word exists), that this tiny little social media keeps away from toxic people, I can't bear see more of them in every internet place anymore, I like peaceful places irl, the same goes for internet space

Not me, someone I usually don' t call aunt and my grandma at her dinning table having breakfast, not at all

I'm so fed up with last semester at uni that I can't even think right, I'm going crazy dude ( together with bills coming for me)

Such a good place tho